Exiled

Jacobi 37

I needed to get the fuck away from all these people before I started swinging, I was seriously over Jerell, I was tired of being trapped in a relationship I didn't want to be in, I was tired of August's bitch ass constantly flirting with nigga like I'm not standing two feet away from him and I was tired of Quran's constant questioning about Pastor Teague. Aight let me just come clean about why I was with Jerell... first off I do wanna admit that I've grown to love him but it was more on a friendship level and maybe if circumstances were different then our relationship could've been different but the ONLY reason I was with him was because he was on a list of people given to me by Pastor Teague that I was allowed to date and he was the cutest person on that list. So even though I knew Jerell was out here cheating on me, I really didn't care because A) I was cheating on him and B) It kept August safe.... that was my main concern because I knew if Pastor Teague ever found out about me and August then he would kill him... or worse. But let me take y'all back and give y'all some context about why I'm so afraid of this man... I guess it started the day he first.... it was that day that I realized this 'Man of God' was really the spawn of Satan..........

As I've stated before in the past, it all started when I was twelve... I'm not going to sit here and pretend like I was some kind of saint when in all actuality I was the exact opposite, I was a hellion, I was disrespectful as fuck, and a little evil... so really not too much different than I was now; my parents chalk it up to puberty and figure the best thing for me to do was to talk to Pastor Teague and see if he could help me through these 'pubescent mood swings' and that's when this nightmare began.

"So Jacobi... your parents tell me you've been acting out...." Pastor Teague said getting up from his chair and locking his office door. "Well we have all day to get to the root of the problem so stand up and take off all your clothes." Pastor Teague said closing the blinds.

"Nigga what??!?!?" I asked confused but that was about as much as I could say before his hand was around my throat and I could feel the life leaving my body.

"I'm not going to tell you again Jacobi... I've been wanting you sexy ass for a while now and I ALWAYS get what I want.... now you can follow my every order perfectly or you can watch as I slit your parent's throats." Pastor Teague said and I could see it in his eyes he really didn't have a soul.... imagine being a kid and having to go through something like that. I think the day that solidified his whole on me was the day my dad got into a really bad accident... or at least they thought it was an accident but I didn't believe in coincidences, Pastor Teague had told me to be at his office and I didn't listen the next day was the accident and I knew who was behind it.......

"Cobi, why are you trippin man just get in the car....." August said snapping me from my daze and I looked at him, honestly, I didn't know how long he had been trying to get my attention so I stopped walking and he pulled over. "Why are you acting like that? I wasn't even remotely interested in that dude, I was just being friendly besides weren't you.... baby what's wrong?" August asked as tears build in my eyes.

"NOTHING I JUST WANNA GO HOME!!!" I yelled and August shook his head. "Nigga either take me home or I'm walking...." I said stepping towards him and for a brief second, I could tell he was getting pissed then his expression softened.

"Aight come on...." He said walking back to his car, after a short drive we were pulling up to his house and I was about to knock his ass out and take his car. "Chill, man I gotta go grab something really fast.... but you know what you might as well come inside too because once we hit the road I'm not stopping for no bathroom breaks." August said getting out the car... this nigga must've thought I was stupid, I didn't live that far away so there would be no need to stop... but whatever I got out the car and walked inside his house hoping it didn't take to long.