Exiled

Jacobi 88

I couldn't get the image of that look on Loyalty's face outta my head, maybe I was just paranoid but something told me that he wasn't as calm as he tried to let on, there was anger brewing inside of him and I felt like he was just biding his time before he got his revenge. Again maybe it was just the paranoia that was eating away at me, maybe it was the sense of guilt over what I had done.... Man, this shyt was really eating at me, like the entire ride back to Nazeer's house I thought about everyone I had fucked over in my life all the secrets I still held on to and basically what a shitty person I've been most of my life. I couldn't shake this feeling in my stomach that Loyalty was about to make a move, what if he tried to get revenge by killing my mom or dad? What if he goes after August or Quran..... this shyt was crazy, but something even crazier was brewing in the back of my head, maybe I needed to own up to everything I've done in my life, maybe Pastor Teague was my karma. See this shyt was really fuckin with my head and I needed to talk to somebody about what was going on with me... maybe I could call Joy because she always knew what to say to get me to relax.

"Cobi, we're here." August said shaking my leg, I snapped out of my daze and got out of the car; I looked down the road and saw someone standing under the streetlight but when I blinked the person was gone... okay I was really trippin because I could've swore I just saw Pastor Teague. "Cobi are you alright?" August asked stepping in front of me.

"Yeah man, I just... I'm seeing the ghost of my past. I guess that shyt with Teague is still weighing on me, maybe it's everything that's going on; it's like Natalie is doing everything she can to fuck with us and I'm just waiting for that nigga to pop back up." I said shrugging.

"Jacobi, that nigga is dead.... there's no way he's coming back, the reason why you're seeing him is because he fucked you up and you never got any real closure. I get that what he did to you was foul and damaging but I promise you he's dead and if he's not then I'll make sure he doesn't come near you." August said giving me that charming smile of his.

"Maybe you're right.... I'm trippin, look I think we should go and link up with Nazeer and Semaj. Now that Loyalty is out of the way I just wanna make sure Nazeer is good because there's no telling what's going on with that shyt." I said looking up at Quran, Tripp, and Torique. "Ayy Quran, we're about to ride around to Natalie's house you wanna ride?" I asked and he didn't have to be told twice, as we were getting into the August's car someone sped up and blocked us in.

"JACOBI WE NEED TO TALK!" Jerell said and I was really fuckin annoyed because this nigga just wouldn't go away, I looked over at August who already had his shirt off and I just knew that there wouldn't be much talking. "I'm not worried about a side piece so Jacobi put your monkey on a leash and let's talk like civilized adults!" Jerell said.

"YASSS SIS DRAG HA!" Someone said from the car and I already knew it was the Rainbow Crew. I looked at August who was inching closer and closer to Jerell and I knew that I had two options; let August dog walk this dude and keep the drama going or I could talk to him and end this shyt right now because I had enough to worry about at the moment.

"Aight speak because I kinda need to get somewhere." I said looking at Jerell as regret filled me once again, yeah we were both playing each other throughout our relationship but I'd be lying if I were to say that I didn't love him at one point and I know I did him dirty so whatever he needed to get off his chest I was going to let him do that because I knew he wouldn't be able to move on otherwise.

"Alone Jacobi!" Jerell said and I could see that he was playing games that I wasn't about to entertain so I just stood there looking at him until he got the message. "So I need to know a few things, the first thing I want to know is how long were your cheating on me?" Jerell asked.

"From the very beginning, I'm almost certain I cheated on you twice a week... I even drove your car to fuck other niggas and I definitely fucked other niggas in your car." I said not holding back.