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Lauren's P. O. V

Masaya ako. Oo syempre kase kumpleto na kami maarami na akong magpahinga sa lahat at hindi ko na kailangan isaalang alang ang buhay ko para lang sa ibang tao.  Sound selfish right? Ewan ko din. Simula ng pumasok ako sa school na ito may bago talaga akong naramdam. It felt weird and amusing.

Sa tuwing nakikita ko siya kinakabahan ako, nasasaktan,  natatakot at parang mahihimatay.  Weird cause' at the same time I smile and I laugh a lot.  Cliche, I know right?  But i can't  help it.

Do I like him?  I don't really know!

Should I talk to him?  Or Should I just wait and let him do the first move.  Funny me.  I don't even know if he likes me too . >~<

I am in my balcony watching the sunset while thinking about my issues.

Issues on my family

Issues on my friends

Issues on my lovelife and..

Issues about myself

I don't  have time to talk to my parents or should I say they don't  have time for me.  They don't even know where am I or they know but they don't mind. I can't  help my friends to their own personal problems and talking about my issues just give them another burden.

I mean I admit it,  I always talk to myself and reflect. Do I even deserve to cry?  My problems are just nothing compare to them. Naguguluhan ako pero wala naman akong magagawa. Tahimik akong tao at hindi bagay sakin ang ganito.

Pagod na din akong mag sinungaling parang mas maganda siguro kung takasan ko nalang ito no?  Maglaho kaya ako ng parang bula pagtapos mag iwan ng notes?  Grr. Cringe.  Not my style.  

Stacey. I was about to say hi when i saw her at the pool area but her expression looks weird. She is talking with someone on phone and it looks serious. 

"Can you please stop," I overheard their convo. Ayoko sanang makinig dahil nais kong irespeto ang personal issues niya pero ng marinig ko ang next niyang sinabi.

"I'm so tired of this.  Now that they know my identity you can now stop supporting me. Stop bothering us."

What does it mean?  Us?  Supporting her and bothering us? 

"As you can see, I wanna live happily without you.  Pinalabas ko na patay ako at iniwan ang boyfriend para sayo. "

OMG.

"No,  he never cheated on me you know that! Drake you knkw that I'm  the one who cheated and I don't deserve him pero pinalabas mo na baliktad ang lahat. Ngayon na alam ko na ang totoo wala ka ng dahilan para saktan ang family ko. "

Stacey is behind of all this shit that happen to us?  Naiiyak ako, nasasaktan ako.  Sana di na niya sinabi I mean Why do it felt like confession.

Bakit kailangan niya pang ulitin ang lahat na para bang walang nakikinig sa kanya at parang proud pa siya lahat ng ginawa niya. 

Stacey and Drake.  Who the hell Drake is?   Wait. I don't understand. 

Stacey left because he taught his boyfriend cheated on her. Sumama siya kay Drake para palabasin na patay na siya.  Nais niya kami mamatay dahil?  Hindi ko alam. 

I've heard enough cause' one thing for sure that Drake is a powerful one that make her do those bad things. 

"Good Morning Laurry Laurry" Hindi ko alam kung paano ako ngingiti sa harap na they look so happy i don't  wann spill the beans.

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