Requested by laurens_weed who wanted Lauren Cohan based off the song from Bazzi. Hope you like it, enjoy!
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It was late when Lauren got back to her home. Quietly, she opened and shut the front door, before going straight to her bedroom where her girlfriend was fast asleep.
She stared at the sleeping woman for a few minutes, spying the dried tear stains on her cheeks. Letting out a soft sigh, she heading to the bathroom, needing to get the smell off of her.
As she stepped into the hot water, her muscles started to loosen up, and she was finally able to think. She doesn't know why Y/n's still with her, hell, why does she still love her when she's treated her like shit. Y/n's parents straight out told her they hated her, wanting her to stay away from their daughter, but Y/n wouldn't have it. Hell, Y/n texted her at least 15 times tonight, mostly worried about her, and Lauren never replied once.
She's still surprised Y/n hasn't taken off. Many times, she's came close. Grabbing the car keys, yelling at Lauren as she's leaving before she's dropping to her knees crying. Lauren is who Y/n wants, but it's not who she needs.
Y/n shouldn't love her, doesn't know why she still loves her, but knows she loves her.
When Y/n's friends come over, they can't help but drag Lauren, telling her Lauren doesn't deserve a woman like her, and her reply would always be the same. "I know," is what she says to them. And what's worse was in that bed, the bed that Lauren and Y/n are only suppose to share together, have seen and been felt by other women. And what's bad, Y/n knows. She can smell the perfume that's still on the sheets. But Y/n's still there, still loving Lauren.
Finally she steps out of the shower, quickly getting dressed and padding into the bedroom and sliding in bed. She tries to be quiet but she ends up waking Y/n, who turns to look at her. Their eyes connect, staring silently for a few minutes, before Y/n closes her eyes.
"Why do you love me?" Lauren can't help but ask, Y/n's eyes blinking open as she looks back at her girlfriend. "Why do you need me when you don't need me."
"Because I love you. I'm not myself when I'm without you." Y/n says simply, but Lauren knows there's more, but doesn't get to ask when she turns around muttering, "goodnight," before falling asleep.
Lauren stares at her back for a few minutes before letting out a sigh and closes her eyes. But the buzzing of her phone wakes her up. She grabs it, looking at the text that comes through.
Tomorrow. Ritz Hotel, fifth floor room 58...
And the picture under it is enough to send a 'okay' back. Why does Y/n love her when she's so shitty to her? Both know she shouldn't love her, but she does.
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