Brooklyn Revival (completed)

Chapter 53- Shudders

Magnus gasped as he opened his eyes and looked up into Alec's and a few other people who had managed to catch him. He looked passed them and saw Jonathon's limp body hanging half out the window and bullet wound in his head. Magnus's couldn't help the scream that left his body as he looked at the dead body before he saw Alec's face in his vision.

"Magnus..." Alec whimpered as he cupped his face and kissed his forehead.

"Alexander" Magnus sobbed and pulled Alec in tight as he cried into his neck. Alec picked him and cradled him against his body as he carried him over to an ambulance and into the back of it. He could hear Alec talking to people as they passed them but didn't pay attention. His body shaking as he held Alec close.

Alec sat down on a seat in the ambulance as he kept ahold of Magnus and the medic put the belt around them before sitting down too as they pulled into traffic until the sirens went off and they headed to the hospital quicker. Magnus could feel Alec's little kisses on his head and sniffed as he started to calm down.

"I'm so sorry I left you. I shouldn't have left you" Alec whispered. Magnus looked at him when he heard the cracking in his voice.

"You... You don't have to be sorry. I'm sorry... I shouldn't have spoken to like that. I didn't think what I said... I didn't. I promise" Magnus sobbed.

"I know you didn't baby. I know. You were just stressed out. I don't blame you" Alec said as he kissed Magnus's forehead. "Fuck... I... I thought I lost you"

"I thought I'd lost you too" Magnus cried and buried his face again into Alec's neck. "Can we move now?"

"Are you uncomfortable?" Alec asked him.

"No... No, I mean house" Magnus sighed. "I just want to move away"

"I think once you are checked over, we need to book a long holiday. Somewhere hot but far away" Alec said.

"Like Spain?" Magnus asked with a small smile.

"If that's where you want to go, then we'll go to Spain. Then after the holiday, we can find a place out of the city. How does that sound?" Alec asked.

"I like that," Magnus said as he snuggled into Alec.

Alec smiled and closed his eyes as he smelt Magnus's hair. The fear that he might lose him made him not want to let him go. He was about to say something when the ambulance stopped and the doors opened. The medic unclipped the seatbelt and Magnus looked up as Alec carried him out the back of the ambulance. A nurse stood there with a wheelchair and Magnus frowned and clung to Alec more.

"I don't think he is going to let go of him," The medic said to the nurse who nodded but followed behind as they headed inside. Ready to take Magnus if Alec needed to put him down.

Alec carried Magnus as they followed a doctor into a room and Alec sat down on the big chairs with Magnus in his lap. The doctor sighed as he pulled a chair over and sat in front of the pair and gave them both a sad smile.

"Hi, Magnus. I'm Dr Glenn" Glenn said, "Are you hurt in any way? I can see you have a cut on your nose and it looks broken. Can you sit on the bed and let me check you over?"

"I'm fine" Magnus groaned as he moved as close as he could to Alec.

"Okay. I won't touch you or check you over until you say so but can you tell me if they hurt you in any other way other than your nose?" He asked.

"No. Just my nose" Magnus whispered.

"Okay. Thank you. I'll let you two have some time together and for you to calm down then maybe we can talk again. I can't see any injuries other than his nose so hopefully, I can examine him later" He explained to the pair before standing up. "The police will want to speak to you though"

Thank you" Alec said as the doctor left the pair and he looked down at Magnus sadly. "I love you"

"I love you too," Magnus said as he looked up at him. "I was so scared but I'm so happy you weren't there"

"I'm not. I wish I was there" Alec frowned slightly.

"No... no, you couldn't. They would have killed you. They told me. They said... they said they would... oh god... that they would slit your throat and make me watch you die" Magnus cried and started to panic at the thought. "Then...then they said... oh, Alec, they were about to shoot you... and I couldn't let them so I had to run.... I had no choice... and then... then..."

"Calm down Angel. It's okay. It's over now" Alec said and cupped Magnus' face. "I'm here. We're both alive"

Magnus sobbed hard as he started to shake and moved his head into Alec's neck. He couldn't control it as he clung onto Alec's shirt and cried like never before. The last time he was held hostage, he was the only one in danger but hearing them say that they were going to hurt and kill Alec, it was like everything so much more real and terrifying. Magnus cried so hard that he started to cough and then gagged. Alec sitting him up and reaching for a disposable sick bowl. Magnus heaved and then heaved a few more times before he was a little sick. He looked up at Alec after being sick and his breathing became harsher and he panted fast. His hands and legs shaking as he started to feel shivers up his back.

"Magnus? Magnus..." Alec said as he tried to stop him shaking so much. When he was unsuccessful, he pressed the nurse button repeatedly before a nurse ran in.

"What the— Oh..." She stopped as she saw Magnus having an anxiety attack. "Alec, I need you to talk to him. Try and distract him. He's having an anxiety attack, so you need to keep him focused on you"

"Okay," He said and bit his lip, his mind coming up with nothing as he tried to think. "Erm... Magnus... oh... oh, why don't you think about the type of home you want now? Do you want a back garden? Or.. or a basement?"

"Three...Three bed-bedrooms... g-gg-garden... n-no creepy base-basement-t" Magnus stuttered as he tried to distract himself. He swallowed hard as he started to feel tears spring into the corners of his eyes. "I... I want a... a playroom... f-for the k-kids..."

"Kids?!" Alec exclaimed but then looked at the nurse who frowned and shook his head. "Right. Kids... h-how many do you want?"

"T-Two..." Magnus panted out. "a-a-a b-boy and a girl... maybe..."

"Sounds good. Did you want a more modern home or old-style?" Alec continued.

"M-modern... but with c-character" Magnus said, still a little out of breath but was now beginning to calm down. "Alec... what h-happened... w-with C-C-Camille?"

"She's been arrested" Alec lied. He didn't know himself but he didn't want to worry Magnus more. "Don't think about her. Focus on me baby"

"K-Kiss me," Magnus said quickly.

"What? But..."

Just... just kiss m-me" Magnus interrupted when Alec spoke.

Alec looked at him a little confused but put his lips on Magnus's. Magnus kissed him back and held the back on Alec's head as he focused on their connection. He felt Alec's hand as it wrapped around his back and he whimpered a little but didn't stop as he slowly started to calm down and his mind focused a little more. Magnus broke the kiss when he needed to breath but rested his forehead on Alec's and took deep breaths before letting out a little shaky one as he calmed.

"Better?" Alec asked.

"Yes. Thank you. I...I'm sorry" Magnus whispered.

"You don't have to apologise, Angel," Alec said before he pulled away and looked at the nurse who was smiling at the pair.

"You two are adorable. I will go and get the doctor now as he is eager to examine you. Hospital beds are limited at the moment. Sorry." She said as she looked at them apologetically before leaving. Magnus cuddled into Alec and sighed as he felt better but still a little worried about what was going to happen next.