Realize (COMPLETED)

6.

LM

I lock the door from the outside and slip the key into my pocket. I didn't want it to come to this. She just surprised me in, more ways than one. Long gone is the beautiful woman I followed around yesterday and saved from being hurt. I've officially met Jennie, the cold-hearted, potty mouthed, hormonal bitch who cares about nothing but herself. And what she revealed to me about her pregnancy was the icing on the cake. What kind of person can sit there with a baby growing inside of them and be completely devoid of emotion toward it. It's her baby dammit, a human being, and she cares nothing about it?

I thought when I walked into her room this morning she would at least be gracious that I brought her somewhere safe.

Boy was I wrong.

I'm not sure of the kind of life she has led but to be so heartless, it must have been a tough one. See, I knew I lost my marbles bringing her back here. I exaggerated it in my head of how she will be better off here with me, now I'm starting to think it was a mistake. Believe me, I've been questioning my sanity all night warring with my own conscience. I have come to the conclusion that I've lost at least a good third of my mind. What normal person has conversations with themselves at night over a glass of tea?

You do Lisa.

And even though I know I should return her to her life I can't, especially not now when I'm so worried about her well-being. Fuck! I should have thought this through a little more. I have no idea as to how to take care of a pregnant woman. Oh I know, I'll call Rose.

Not so fast. Remember, you kidnapped her.

Dammit!

I'm so used to calling Rose when I need help...But as long as Jennie is here with me no one can know about her.

My family will have me committed.

I grab a beer from the fridge and take a seat at the kitchen table. Mom is going to be so upset, and dad...I don't even want to think about it. Jennie just looked so small and fragile while she slept; I couldn't leave her and pretend my heart didn't ache when I thought about what she was going to do the next day. The bruise on her arm from one of those stupid pricks is just a reminder of the kind of life she lives and fuck me if I let her go back to that. She needs my help.

She just doesn't see it yet.

Are you sure it's not the other way around? You need her but you just don't see it yet?

I'm brought out of my thoughts when my cell rings. Bambam  flashes across the caller I.D. I know what's coming before I even open my mouth to speak.

"Hey Bam."

"Fuck you Lisa! I invite you to a kick ass party and you don't even show. What's up with that?"

"Something came up. I'm sorry." More like I was too busy following a prostitute around to come to your stupid pool party.

"Don't lie to me. I'm your brother, I know you better than I probably should, but I blame mom for that. Listen, I only want what's best for you sis..."

"I know Bam-"

"Then get off your high horse and start having some fun." He's never one to beat around the bush.

"Okay I hear you. I'm busy right now. Is there something you wanted?"

He chuckled. "Not really. I just wanted to fuck with you and to tell you that Nancy was looking for you last night. Dude, she got breast implants. She's fucking hot!"