Realize (COMPLETED)

5.

JK

I'm floating on a cloud, like literally.

Since when did this lumpy ass motel bed get so comfortable? Normally the springs are digging so hard in my back I'm tossing and turning all night. No lumps, no springs, no searching for a comfortable spot to lie in...I open my eyes from one of the most restful sleeps in my life and, shit.

The walls look different. They're blue instead of the normal shitty green. Okay, so the bed feels different, the walls are different, it even smells different...clean?

Fuck everything is different! Where the hell am I?

As I sit up, I vaguely remember getting into the car with someone.

A woman...

A fucking sexy woman...

So this must be her place. I hope so or I'm screwed.

"Good morning." That voice, the one that gives me the tingles. I gaze toward the bedroom door where I'm awarded with the sight of the sexiest thing on legs, holding a tray of the best looking food I've seen in a long time.

She's bringing me breakfast? Well, I must have fucked her pretty good to make the woman cook and bring it to me in bed.

"I hope you slept well." I have a plate of pancakes, eggs, bacon and toast with a glass of orange juice sitting in my lap before I can blink twice.

But, first things first.

"Who are you?"

"I'm Lisa." She smiled.

Lisa.

The beautiful woman who saved me from getting fucked by Dumb and Dumber... I hope she broke their jaws!

"That's an old lady name." I blurt out.

Her smile lit up her face and I have to clench my legs together. She's so hot!

"Well my full name is Lalisa. I was named after my father's mother. I hope you like the food. I uh, haven't cooked much lately but I can make you something else if-"

"No this is fine. It's great actually." I take a bite of the pancakes and I'm in heaven. I practically inhale everything on my plate.

"So, you're Jennie?" She sat in a decorative chair next to a rather large window and watched me pig out. Very un-lady like behavior, but then again I wouldn't constitute myself as a lady.

I pause. "How do you know my name?"

I didn't tell her. Rule Numero Uno: Never tell the assholes who you really are. If they're the stalking kind they think it is okay to ask questions.

"I heard one of those guys say it last night. By the way, how do you feel?"

She wants to know how I feel?

"Like a peach. My head kind of hurts though."

"Does your doctor allow you to take Tylenol?" She asked further.

"Uhhh...Doctor?"

What is she talking about?

I'm met with shocked hazel eyes. "You've never been to the doctor?"

"Noooo?"

She sat forward and stared at me as if I had a third tit growing out of the middle of my forehead. "Well, how do you know anything about the baby?"

I shrug, "...I don't." This earns me a scowl.

"Do you even know how far along you are?"

Why do I feel my perfect breakfast coming to an abrupt end?

"I figure I'm about five months." I say.

Her scowl only intensifies. "Jennie that's not good. You should be going to a doctor. Something could be wrong with your baby and you're just sitting there like you don't give a shit! We need to get you checked out." She spoke frantically.

She's scolding me like a child and I absolutely hate that shit. No one treats me like that unless they want to be on the receiving end of my bitch fit. I have a little bit of an authority issue.

"You don't know me so don't tell me what to do!" I throw down my fork and push the plate off my lap.

"You're right, it's your body but you need to be more responsible."

"I know that! It doesn't matter anyway because I don't want it so when it's born the hospital can take it for all I care." I snap getting a firsthand reaction to what I've said. Her face cycles through expressions of sadness, disgust, pain...My revelation wasn't what she wanted to hear.

Not my problem.

"How could you be so cold?" The anger dripped off her words.

Yeah, I think it's time to go. "I don't have to answer to you. I'd like to go home now so either you take me or I call a cab." I throw the cover off my legs.

"I can't let you do that." She stood then.

"Excuse me?" I jump to my feet as well, my bare feet. Where are my shoes? She towered over my small frame and as I look up into her eyes to challenge her, I notice they have lost their brilliant shade of hazel. They're dark now, almost frightening.

"You heard me, Jennie. For as long as you're pregnant I will be keeping you here with me."

The hell she is!

"You can't do that!"

"I can and you know why? You sell your body-"

"That's my fucking business!" I yell at her.

"Well now you're business is mine!" In two steps she's so close that I cower back loosing my balance and falling back down on my ass, mildly afraid of what she might do. I've been in this situation before where the guy seems nice...but then he's not.

"I can't let you go back there knowing what you're doing to yourself. Now, either you stay here voluntarily, or I'll lock you in this room involuntarily."

She's giving me an ultimatum now!

I've been so stupid. I was blind by my lust for her that I missed all the signs. I never should have gotten in the car. I should have run the other way as soon as she freed me of those bastards. I know she doesn't want to protect me as she claims, she wants to keep me here so she can use me...Something tells me just by the look in her eyes that I'm just scratching the surface. "You can't do this to me! This is kidnapping!"

She stepped forward until her legs were touching my knees. "Call it whatever you want Jennie. Please finish your food, I'll be back later."

She stormed out so fast I didn't realize she was gone until I heard the door slam.

Who the fuck does this psycho think she is?

I have news for her; if she thinks she's going to keep me here against my will, she's got another thing coming.