Realize (COMPLETED)

9.

Jennie

I'm running again...I always seem to be.

It's extremely dark each direction I turn and I can hear their footsteps gaining on me. I run faster, but something is weighing me down. I don't have time to worry, I just have to keep running. My legs are moving so fast, but they're not propelling me further away from the angry footsteps that follow. A hand catches me by the back of my shirt, and I'm flung down to the ground. Everything changes around me and soon I'm looking into the black eyes of the three monsters my nightmares center around. Using knives Janghoon, Bobby, and Nara begin to skin the flesh from my body, laughing while I scream in agony.

They won't let me die. Each time I think the darkness will swallow me one of them pulls me out.

I try to speak but my vocal cords have been slashed. Now, I can't make a sound. Janghoon stands over me, his black hair in the shape of devil horns and he's laughing. He and Nara are laughing...

They're all laughing at me.

The room suddenly shifts and it's the frightening face of Lisa standing over me now. She's laughing at me. Then Rosie walks up beside her and joins in, they're laughing at my pain. I try to scream, but no one cares. No one will save me. My wrists and ankles are bound to a bed and the laughs grow louder. Tauting, mocking, full of hate and disgust. Lisa is standing to my right, Rosie has moved on my left. They have knives in their hands...They're here to finish what my so called family started. They want to skin me alive!

"You stupid bitch! You're a disgrace. Why would you ever believe that I would care anything about you? I hate you. You disgust me." Lisa speaks, but it's not her voice I hear. It's the deep menacing voice of Janghoon coming out of her mouth.

"You're worthless. You're nothing!" Rosie's lips are moving, but the voice belongs to Bobby.

"What are you two waiting for? Finish her!" Nara is standing at the foot of the bed holding something in her arms. It's bundled tight in a white blanket. Her hair is shaped into devil horns and a menacing, toothy grin spread across her face.

"Look what I've got Jennie, it's your baby." She moves the blanket from the baby's face. It's the most horrible thing I've ever seen. The baby is disfigured and bloody – the eyes are bloodshot red and there's a wide smile on its face, like it's enjoying watching me suffer.

I thrash around trying to scream to no avail. Lisa rips my heart from my body and holds it in front of my face. "See, you really are a heartless bitch."

My eyes snap open, frantically moving around the room expecting to find all of them standing around my bed, but I'm alone. The sun is shining bright and I can hear the faint sound of birds chirping in the tree outside the window...Thank fuck it was just a nightmare.

Heaving a sigh of relief, I roll off my side onto my back and stretch. The little one deciding to stretch too and, wait for it...Yep! Now I have to pee. Rolling out of bed, which is about the only way I can get out of it nowadays, I hurry into the bathroom to do my duty. Once finished, I wash my hands and catch a glimpse of myself in the mirror. I look like hell, well rested, but definitely not my usual self. That fucking dream really shook me up. I've had these kinds of horrific nightmares for years, but this one was worse because Lisa and Rosie were in it. They wanted to hurt me.

I splash cold water on my face to help calm me and take a few deep breaths before I have fucking a mental breakdown. Being locked up is starting to get to me. Is this what it's like in prison?