I honestly just want someone to put the same amount of effort into me as I do for them. For once I just want to feel loved and I don't have to worry about maintaining their happiness because they're to busy trying to maintain mine. I want someone to understand me and the more I tease them, the more I truly care for them. I just feel like I'm always putting other people and their needs on top of mine and I truly want to say that I'm done with being stepped on but I know that no matter how many times I tell myself that, I'm just going to go back to school on Monday and go back to prioritizing everyone before me.
This isn't a cry for help. Or for a boyfriend. I just want some true friends. Ones where I don't have to worry about them forgetting me. Those who text back as fast as I text back. People who genuinely make my day better. I just want to get rid of that constant fear of being unwanted and abandoned. I really thought I had someone too. I guess all good things have to come to an end.
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Our Little Baby (BTS)
FanfictionThe ups and downs of being Bangtan's little sister. There's no actual plot Just a bunch of one-shots
