*please read a/n at the end!*
RINGGG! RINGG! the two boys jumped up at the alarm, the two breathing heavily and kairi having his heart on his little chest.
the wasian checked his phone to press snooze, seeing the time which is 6:30.
"fuck.." mattia groaned, which caught the smallers attention.
"i don't wanna go either." kairi stated. rubbing his eyes and yawning, he gets up and makes his way to the bathroom and turned the shower on.
mattia is still in bed to reconnect is thoughts, he went to rubbed his eye and felt dried tears on his face.
"what the fuck?"
he didn't think he had a nightmare because he didnt remember jack shit. did he cry himself to sleep last night? or did he just have a bomb ass sleep with his best friend?
mattia tried to think again, he did. he did have a nightmare.
the nightmare was about mattia as a seven year old, who saw all the things that were wrong with his father but payed no mind to it.
as a 7 year old, you don't think so much.
the boy thought in his head, he shook the thought off as he went to change into clothes for the disgusting school day. (me)
he changed into blue-ripped jeans, and a white t-shirt with a hoodie. (that shit hits different)
kairi came out with no shirt, his bottom half was covered with a towel, mattia turned around to meet eyes with the small boy.
kairi soon felt insecure and put his pajamas on his chest, "stop staring idiot." he chuckled nervously.
"i-i wasn't- shut up!" mattia replies with slight laughter, kairi got his clothes out of the drawer and headed to the bathroom once again.
the fuck is so insecure for? i should be the one who is. mattia thought.
"alright i'm done." kairi comes out wearing black sweat pants with a purple sweatshirt.
"very comfy." mattia joked and walked past the smaller and shut the bathroom door. kairi shook his head with the smile.
he thought about how he exposed his insecurities, he cringe at himself. it's fucking mattia, asshole. he's seen you without a shirt in the pool and shit. i'm so fucking stupid like -
"-you ready?" kairi looked up scared, nodded and ran out the door.
"...oookay." mattia sighs.
-
the two boys walked in a comfortable silence to their school, stopping at the doors.
mattia sighs in disgust, "i forgot how much i fucking hated this school." kairi agreed. "let's just sit and do nothing for seven hours, deal?"
the taller laughs, "always, kai." he opens the door and was greeted with his best friends.
"sup fuckers," mateo says and daps his two best friends, alvaro, roshaun & alejandro as well.
"i hate that it's monday it's the worst," roshaun starts, "worst fucking feeling."
the teens agreed, then two girls came around and greeted themselves.
"hey, mattia."
mattia froze.
jenna. fucking jenna.
"yeah, hi." mattia says quietly. his friends were slightly confused as to why he was so suddenly quiet.
you see, jenna & mattia had history and will always haunt him, more then his own demons. well, jenna was a demon to him anyway.
•flashback•
mattia was going to surprise his girlfriend of four months with flowers, a card, and a promise ring. he was so excited, and was finally happy.
he opened the girls front door, and walked to jennas room. he heard her giggle, which instantly brought a smile on his face.
he turned the door knob and opened the door, expecting to see her scream in happiness.
but it was in only fear.
his eyes were met with another boy, on top of her. hector, the boy she told him not to worry about.
"on our four months, jenna..really?"
"which meant nothing to me, mattia." jenna replies, "shut the door when you're done with your ending statement."
mattia stood there, wanting to kill the both of them. but instead, left. it was for the better.
he slammed her front door, throwing the flowers while he was walking, ripping the card.
he kept the promise ring, and when he went home, he left it in his drawer and has been there ever since.
after that, jenna sent mattia paragraphs of death threats, and hatred.
••
kairi & alejandro looked at the tall boy who was staring to the distance with a face of anger while jenna was talking to mateo.
"you okay?" kairi whispered to mattia.
"no." mattia states and turns to jenna, "get out."
"and vic here-what?" jenna cuts off her conversation and looks at mattia coldly.
"i said," he steps closer, "get the fuck out, and never step foot near me, or my friends again. cause you're lucky you are a girl and i still have respect." mattia says loudly, and looked her dead in the eyes.
jenna scoffs, "i'm not doing any-"
"jenna, lets go." vic grabbed her friend and ran away.
the italian walked away and kairi soon followed, they both went to the bathroom.
leaving his best friends and the hallway speechless.
-
"mattia.." kairi whispered, mattia was breathing heavily with anger. he was so close to planning a murder and kairi saw.
"i-i can't-"
"okay, calm down. you don't have to say anything, okay?" kairi says, biting his lip in nervousness. he was scared of his own best friend when he was like this.
"i cant have you here cause i'm gonna say the wrong thing and you'll hate me. so i suggest you, you-you go." mattia whispered.
"no, i can't le-"
"kairi. please, jesus christ. just do this one fucking thing for me."
kairi steps back and nods in sadness, he runs out and leaves mattia, and he hated doing that.
mattia soon had guilt creep on him, he punched the bathroom wall and had his head in his hands.
the wasian on the other hand, was trying so hard not to cry. he wished he wasn't so sensitive, and so small.
he met up with alejandro, who saw his best friends face. "he's just mad, you know how he is kairi."
kairi looks away, "let's just get to class."
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hi my babies! this chapter was too real for me i-
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