boyfriend {k.c + m.p}

chapter 14

"are you going to talk now?" kairi asked three minutes into the drive way home. the roads were pretty dark and the moonlight reflected nicely on the two boys' faces.

mattia blinked slowly to regain some type of thought process, "yes."
the wasian boy sighed a bit, he turn the wheel slightly. he glanced at mattia quickly, making eye contact with him. "what happened out there?"

"i punched hector." mattia replies lowly.

"and why did you do that?"

mattia thought for a second, he didn't even know why he did. he had so much anger inside of him, that all of his emotions was in that punch.

"he deserved it."

kairi knew it had a deeper meaning, you don't just punch someone out of nowhere like that even if they are taunting you.
"matti, all he said was names and bullshit because jenna was there.." kairi added in hopes of his friend telling him the truth.

mattia sighed cause he knows that kairi won't stop til he gets the truth. "you can't tell the guys-"

"obviously, so what is it?" kairi glances yet again at mattia then the road.

"he's the reason that jenna & i broke up. jenna never loved me, she...she used me for some reason. and basically they've been taunting me for awhile now and since i had the chance i took that opportunity to fuck him up...under the circumstances." mattia replies, catching some breath. he didn't feel any emotion saying that which was odd, he usually would be yelling at kairi.

kairi sighed in sadness, "oh matti, i'm so sorry. i wish i knew so i could've helped more. you deserve better. so, so so much better!"

"yeah, thanks kai." mattia chuckled slightly. he crossed his arms again and watched the roads and the stop signs. when the light was green, he looked over at kairi, the light faded on his friends' face, his finger lightly tapping on the wheel. he found it aesthetically pleasing to look at.

"have you talked to the guys?" kairi questioned, mattia scoffed and repositioned himself into a slumped position, "no and i don't plan t-to."

"have you?"

kairi shook his head, "not planning on it either."

mattia nodded and continued to slouch, the traffic was bad enough and he just wanted to go home and sleep. kairi stopped the car in front of his own house, looking at mattia, then his hand.

"holy shit, dude. your hand is blown up!" he shut the car door and opened the passenger seat for the poor boy & head inside. 
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the two boys were having deja vu; when mattia already fucked up his hand and kairi was there to save him. there was previous scars on the hand that was swollen. mattia sat on the covered toilet seat while kairi was preparing the first aid kit. the wasian left the bathroom to get an ice pack.

"oh fuck.." the italian sighed, he wished he wasn't in this type of situation. he just wanted to close his eyes and sleep away his pain.

"okay..here's some ice." kairi walks in and places the ice on his friends hand. he also noticed that mattia was sweating; so he got some toilet paper, wrapped it around his hand and wiped his forehead. kairi, yet again was at the same height as him.

mattia locked eyes with kairi, again.

kairi was the one to break the contact and continued to wipe the remains of sweat.
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10:45 pm
the two boys got ready for bed, same position as usual. mattia was more tired than kairi, but he stayed awake; admiring his best friend a little bit more.

kairi on the other hand, remembered how he found mattia. and it was because he was going to confess, he prayed that he didn't remember-

"hey kai, uh didn't you want to tell me something earlier? like, before this?" mattia chuckled, moving his wrapped hand so kairi could see.

fuck.

now kairi was fucked, he couldn't do it. he didn't have enough courage, enough confidence. his face began to become a little hot, and his cheeks were red.

his breathing became slightly heavier, "u-uh-"

"you can tell me anything, kai-kai." mattia grins and caresses kairis face to calm him down.

was he really about to do this?
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hello babies!!

how is everyone ! i hope everyone is well :))

we got some progress w kairi & mattia, hopefully he confesses;)

see you guys soon!