boyfriend {k.c + m.p}

chapter 27

3:45 pm
when kairi opened the door of his bedroom, he was somewhat welcomed by alejandro. it startled him and he fell back a bit.

"ale!" kairi yells with his hand over his heart, feeling it beat rapidly. alejandro giggles slightly than serious, "we need to talk."

"oh god, the fuck did i do now?" kairi whined walking to his friend.

"you & mattia." kairi dreaded...i MEAN dreaded those words together. it gave him flashbacks of the other night. he knew he needed to talk to someone about it...he figured it was him.

"what do you need to know?" kairi asks, twirling his fingers in his hair in slight embarrassment.

alejandro sighed, "i know there's something wrong. and we were all friends at one point! i don't know what happened...i just wanna be there for you guys." kairi looked up to make eye contact.

"i-listen, in mattias defense, it's just shit in his head that needs to figure out..i don't know!"

"are you & him dating?"

kairi blinked like he just hit with a flashlight, he still didn't know. i mean...they kissed...could be platonic. could be love.

he really didn't fucking know.

"no."

"okay..understandable. but YOU need to understand that you don't need to suffer with mattias demons. right?"

"he's my b-"

"OUR best friend, kai. don't forget that..he has issues! he needs a therapist or something."

and you need to get the fuck out my house. kairi thought, he just sat there with an angered expression. he was speechless.

"do you agree?"

kairi stared, "no. i don't."

alejandro clicked just tongue, "listen to me. you deserve someone who won't drag you into a hole filled with their own bullshit. find someone who would give you...some enthusiasm! that is all i'm here for. i gotta go..alvaro is waiting for me." he pat his so-called best friends back and shut his bedroom door.

kairi at this point, was filled with so much emotions:

anger- because alejandro just flat out was rude and told him bullshit.

confusion- because alejandro is NEVER as confrontational as was today...and he wondered why he said that.

and sadness- because he wants to be there for mattia, alejandro was just an asshole.

but...he was somewhat right.
mattia has shit in his head that he should figure out on his own, the demons (what mattia calls them) are in his own mind. he makes them.

if he made then, he could figure it out on his own.

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8:17 pm
*TW, i'm sorry my loves. it just mentions it! i promise xo*

mattia on the other hand, thought about that night. he took all his bandaids and wraps off, looking at his cuts. he traced his finger on them, it was slightly bumpy but were healing properly.

he rolled his eyes in disgust, the fact that kairi saw him at his probably most vulnerable moment ever. he was exposed, it was something he didn't want to think about.

but he couldn't help it.

he was supposed to be the perfect, assholic guy. he was supposed to be the one who helped others, but the person who he loved saw him like that made him...comfortable and kinda happy.

mattia smiled at himself, kairi saved him.

he rolled his sleeves down and fixed his sweatshirt,
he was forever grateful, and that made him fall in love even more.

mattia decided to text him a goodnight message,

to: kai🌻
goodnight kai, sweet dreams x

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8:28 pm
kairi plopped on his  bed , he didn't really wanna think about the whole situation, it kinda made him nauseous. could be anxiety or just genuine disgust by alejandros words.

he dozed off but then his phone dinged-
from: mattia🤩✨🦋
goodnight kai, sweet dreams x

kairi smiled, he started to type until he got a notification from snapchat:

emily✨ added you as a friend!

he clicked on it and thought nothing of it & added her back.

she snapped him a picture of her face and a text saying 'hey!'

she's kinda cute.  kairi thought.
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HELLOOO MY HUNNY BUNCHES!!
it's been a long time! i'm sorry, it's been real sucky for the past few weeks but i'm back and better!

i'm sorry this chapter kinda was short and sucky. it'll get better!
i hope you guys are staying safe and healthy! i love you all w my whole heart

xoxo✨❤️