since the jenna encounter, mattia has been really distant lately. to all of his friends, and it sucked; they couldn't even go up to his best friend because it will get mattia mad.
they were scared of him.
at alejandros' house, robert comes in and sighs, "any of you heard from him?"
"nope." the five remaining boys replied in unison.
"damn, he's that upset over that bitch?" roberto shakes his head and took a seat beside the lads. no one really knew what happened between jenna & mattia, the boy simply stated they weren't getting along.
"guess she really, i mean really hurt him." alejandro replied quietly, the boys nodded in agreement. usually, mattia would just brush it off.
kairi thought about it for a moment, he needed to see him. he didn't even sleep with him for the past few days, and he was getting anxious. "fuck it. i'm going." kairi says abruptly, making his friends widen their eyes.
"i-i don't think so, kairi let mateo or me come with you." alejandro stood up to catch him. kairi stopped in his tracks and stared at his best friends.
"i know him, he needs someone. if you really think he'll hurt me, then fine. ale you can come." kairi says staring at the spanish boy.
alejandro put his hand up in defense and took the keys, he dapped his friends and told his mom they were bringing back home food.
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in the car, kairi was fidgeting. he was shaking his leg, sighing some of the time. and was twiddling his thumbs.
the car stopped slowly and alejandro turned the car off, looking at his small best friend, "are you sure you want to do this?"
kairi looks at him, "we have to at some point or another. can you please stay here?"
alejandro nods, "please be careful."
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kairi knocked on the door hesitantly, the door soon opened and he met mattias eyes. they were filled with remaining anger.
"yes, kairi?"
"can i talk to-to you?" kairi mentally cringed at him stuttering.
mattia moved to the side so the boy can move inside, which he accepted. they both walked into the italians room.
"why are you back here?" kairi asked softly.
"didn't want to overstay my welcome, and you didn't even ask me to come back anyway." mattia mumbled. kairi scoffed with his reply.
"yknow, you can always stay with me."
"then why didn't you say anything?" mattia looks at kairi in the eye.
"because-because..."
"because what, kai?"
kairi closed his eyes, "because i'm scared of you."
mattia took a step back, shocked. it stunned him to the point where he wasn't even mad at jenna anymore, he was mad at kairi.
"why in the fuck would you ever say something like that?" mattia challenged, his italian roots coming out. he saw lights outside and looked down the window, seeing alejandros car in the driveway.
"you...you fucking brought him here too?" he emphasized pointing at the window.
kairi gulped, "he drove me, mattia."
mattia felt like his world is just one big fuck up, he felt so alone at that point; he just wanted to break down.
"i just can't fucking believe this. you make it seem like i'm one big fucking monster when you don't even know me. none of you fuckers do." mattia shouted, kairi flinched at his words.
