"You've been waiting for twelve years. You should be mad. Ask me, why I left without a word? Why I didn't say goodbye? Why I didn't contact you at all? Am I not worried about you? You shouldn't say you're worried of me. I'm wrong. And I don't deserv...
"I know you must be confuse. But, I still haven't found the right time to tell you." Ryan's hands holding mine tighter than before as if he's afraid I'll let go.
"Whatever is involving Allan, I'm ready to hear it. I've moved on from it, Ryan. I thought I've told you about that."
"Yes, you did. I just-"
"Hey, look at me." I take my hands to his face to make him look at my eyes.
"I'm okay. You can tell me." I continue.
He can't hide the sadness in his eyes which somehow makes me worried.
He exhales a deep breath before saying, "Alright. I'll tell you tomorrow. Not today. You need rest."
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I come back to my sense and take a look at myself in the mirror.
'You're okay, Abigail. You can face this.'
I've spent 30 minutes in front of this mirror doing my makeup but I keep on repeating what Ryan said in my head which makes it longer for me to finish it. I can't focus and nervous.
I don't have bad feelings about what will he say but I'm just nervous.
I take a look at my wrist watch and it's already 9 and Ryan should be here to fetch me anytime soon.
Later, I heard Ryan's car and make my way downstairs to get ready to go out which I don't know where he will take me to.
I open the front door to see his handsome face. He's wearing a denim jacket with white t-shirt underneath it and a black jeans which unsurprisingly look so well-suited for him. But I just realized something.
"Hey, Ryan. We kinda match I guess?" I look up at him and I can see that he is also looking at me from up to down.
"Yeah, I think so too. And that is too much of coincidence."
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This is what Ryan is wearing.
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