Avengers Imagines

Fearful (Steve Rogers)

Request: Hey ! Can I request a Steve Rogers x reader where the reader deal with generalised anxiety disorder (I can explain if need) and Steve getting all fluff and all. Just if you can Peter Parker being her best friend and knowing about her disorder (sorry if it's not clear I'm french) thank you ! I can just add that calming a anxiety crisis for someone like me is kinda impossible ? But still help to have someone at that time to get through it. Requested by @oo-your-own-world-oo.

Warnings: anxiety, worrying

You and Peter grew up together and were basically best friends. Before he told you he was spiderman, you were a huge fan of superheroes. You even wanted to be one, but with your disorder, you knew you can never be one. You also had an ability which was, making people afraid if you wanted to. But because you were scared that Peter would tell you to go to Stark, you didn't tell him, until he finally told you he was spiderman.

You were happy for him, but at the same time, you were afraid that he might die, while fighting some bad guys. He assured you that nothing would happen to him, because he's in the company of the avengers and no one has died before.

Peter was your only friend. And since he has become and avenger, he started spending more time with them. You wanted him to have new friends and be happy, but at the same time, you felt lonely and wished you had more friends. Peter noticed that and wanted you to meet them, but because of your disorder you only thought about bad things and refused. Peter told the team about you and your ability and Tony wanted to recruit you but Peter told him there's no way you'd accept. Tony had an idea but wasn't sure if it would work.

You were home alone, reading a book and had a blanket wrapped around you. You heard someone knock on the door. The only people who would knock on your door were Peter or you old neighbor so you took the blanket with you to open the door. You were shocked at the scene. It was captain america.

"I- uhm- I think you have the wrong address" you didn't know what else to say.

"I don't think so. Is this Y/n Y/l/n's house?" he asked.

He knew your name. How on earth would he know? And how did he find your address? You started to worry but then you realized it must be Peter.

"Did Peter give you my address?" you asked.

"Yes, he did. But I didn't come here because of him. I came for you" he informed you.

"ME?! I don't know what he's told you, but I assure you, none of it is true" you worried that Peter might have told him that he's your favorite avenger and that he had a crush on him.

"But you don't even know what he said. Don't you wanna know what he said about you?" he asked you.

"No, I really don't" you rejected.

"Can I come in? I brought you flowers" he handed you a bouquet of your favorite flower.

You took them and smelled them "Thank you. These are my favorite kind of flowers".

"I know".

"You can come in if you'd like" you invited him in and directed him to the couch. You started to clean things up to make it clean for him to sit.

"It's alright, you don't have to, I don't want to bother you more that I already have".

"No, you didn't bother me at all" you sat on the opposite chair, still wrapped up in the blanket.

"I like your style" he smiled and pointed at your blanket.

"Oh! That. Thanks! It makes me feel more comfortable".