I LOVE YOU, TILL MY LAST BREATH [Book 2 KNMKA]

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Luhan met with his parents and Sehun's parents a week ago and bond with them for some time. Haowen is at school while Hannie is with Luhan's parents, leaving the married couple alone.

" Aren't you going to work?" Luhan asked Sehun who is staring at him annoyingly while he wash the dishes.

" Nah, I took a day off today" Sehun said, smiling.

Nangunot naman ang noo ni Luhan.

" Again? You're taking too much day off"

" Aww, is my hubby now worried about me?" Sehun said in a teasing manner.

Napairap naman si Luhan.

" I'm just sayin' cause it's annoying seeing your face everday"

Luhan waited for Sehun to bark back but Sehun said nothing. He remained silent kaya't napalingon sa kanya si Luhan.

Sehun is just looking at him, with those sad eyes but then he smiled when his eyes met Luhan's.

" I.. I'm sorry Se, I didn't mean it" Luhan said in a concerned voice.

He doesn't really resent the guys who claimed to be his husband but then it's true that he felt nothing towards him. It's already Luhan's nature to be kind, that's one of his flaws. It's just that, he thought that if he acted this way, Sehun would let him go.

Ayun lang naman ang gusto niya.

" It's okay. It's fine... I'll eventually get use to it" Sehun replied.

Luhan closed the faucet and remove his gloves. He sat down next to Sehun.

" If we continue this relationship, we will only get hurt. I can't see a future with you anymore Sehun" Luhan said sincerely.

Although hurt Sehun smiled.

" It's fine. I'll get use to the pain eventually"

" But I will also be in pain. Keeping me here; living in this live-up life with you... Sehun I want to be happy too, please don't take that away from me" Luhan pleaded.

A tear drop from Sehun's eyes.

He knew better than Luhan, better than anyone, that he's the only one holding on to this relationship. Alam niya ding, this time, he can't fix it.

Sehun just need time. Time for everything to sink in. He just needed time to realize that Luhan is no longer his. And when the time comes, he will let go. But until that time comes, he will keep Luhan.

" Sehun if you really love me, you'll set me free. This relationship of ours, it's hurting m--"

" I know. Just... Just give me some time. I'll get tired of this eventually. But until then, please stay by my side." Sehun said with his head bow down.

Luhan suddenly place his hands on top of Sehun's hands that is resting on the table.

Sehun look at their hands then smiled bitterly.

" Who would have thought that you would fall out of love haha" Sehun laugh sarcastically.

He then stood up and wipe his tears.

" I'll fetch the kids"

Luhan just look at Sehun until he can no longer see the latter.

He knew Sehun is just going somewhere. Where he can take a break for a moment.

It's just a few minutes ago since they send Haowen and Hannie away, so it's impossible for Sehun to be fetching the kids this early.

He wish no harm on Sehun but he also wants to be free and happy, besides he once love that man dearly.

While Luhan stayed at home. Sehun went to a bar and contacted his friends. Maaga pa kaya walang laman ang bar na pag mamay ari nila Kai.

" Bro, problemado ah? Kakabalik lang ni Luhan away agad?" biro ni Kai nang makaupo sa tabi ni Sehun. Soon Chanyeol followed them.

An hour passed. And Sehun didn't even utter a word, he just took shots after shots until Chanyeol grab the shot glass away from Sehun.

" Surely, you didn't call us up to watch you get wasted" Chanyeol said.

Sehun laugh. A sarcastic one.

" It's over" He simply said.

" Anong it's over? What do you mean?" pag uusisa ni Kai.

" Me and Luhan. He doesn't love me anymore, not a single bit."

Sehun grab the shot glass again from Chanyeol.

" How could that be? I mean you were so inlove--"

" back then, yes. We were inlove, but now? I'm the only one that's loving"

Chanyeol and Kai didn't ask further questions. Sehun doesn't need a reporter that ask too much questions, he needs a company. Without words, they drink to their hearts content.

Is this really the end of their story?