The Masked Jounin ~A Kakashi x Reader~

Chapter Sixty One

Sasuke's lips wrestling against yours, his teeth biting at your neck, his hands grasping your body intimately... these were the thoughts your brain just couldn't escape from no matter how hard you tried.

Right now you were laying on the couch, supposedly watching TV when in all honesty you had a show of your own playing over and over again in your head... but of course you couldn't make that known because your fiance was right there, across the living room trying to rock your baby to sleep. So you just laid there, your eyes fixated on the television as your mind continued its own motion picture.

"So are you going to tell me what's going on in that pretty little head of yours or are you going to make me fuck it out of you?" Kakashi said, making your head jerk towards his direction in shock. "Kakashi! Watch your mouth!" You exclaimed back in return. He smirked but his brows were still drawn with concern and confusion. "Seriously though, (y/n), what's going on?"

You sighed in frustration. How are you supposed to hide this from the one person you are always open with? You look at him with sorrow, knowing what you are about to admit could ruin everything you literally died for.

"Kakashi... Sasuke and I kissed.." The words left your mouth effortlessly. You stared at Kakashi with regretful eyes as you awaited the anger that you were sure would surface. Your gut started churning and your eyes began to water as you sat in anticipation.

"Well, did you enjoy it?" He asked calmly.

"Yes. I did. But only because he is a good kisser." You were sure you were digging yourself deeper in the hole you made for yourself, but why stop being honest now?

What Kakashi did next took you by total surprise.

Laughed. He was laughing.

His laugh, soft but powerful, lingered for a few seconds, causing you to go from feeling regret to bewilderment.

"What is so funny?" You asked almost annoyed.

"You look genuinely worried that I am going to lash out on you, and I don't know why but I actually find it comical." Kakashi got up and walked to your room, assumingly laying a now sleeping Geisi to bed for he walked back out with no baby.

"Baby, I saw the whole thing. You really think I would trust Sasuke to bring you home alone? I followed you home and I watched from the window."

Your mouth fell open in shock. The feeling of relief washed over your body as your fiancé wrapped his arm around you and pulled your body closer to his. You couldn't believe he already knew given his calm composure and the fact he didn't barge in and beat the living shit out of the Uchiha boy.

"You knew?!"

"Mhm." Kakashi nodded.

You adjust your body to face his own, him doing the same. You studied him for a minute before you started speaking again.

"Why didn't you do anything about it?" You asked.

"Because. It needed to happen, and you and I both know that. Having someone else in love with you, especially someone you were so close to, can stir up any kind of emotion, especially curiosity." He responded, his tone calm and his body relaxed. No sign of tension anywhere. "You needed some kind of physical action to happen so you can find out how you truly feel about him."

You let his words sync in as he waited patiently for your response.

"So you're not mad I said he's a good kisser?" You questioned him.

"As long as you don't think he's better than me." He said, chuckling a bit.

"Not even close, but as you saw things got pretty heated. And I didn't know if I was going to stop him if things escalated.." you admitted, your face falling into a look of sorrow.

"(Y/n), you and I both know that if you wanted things to escalate you would've escalated them. You take what you want, and if that was Sasuke then you would've slept with him. Into which then I would have intervened, but I trusted you. A kiss doesn't bother me as long as you realize you can't do it again. Cause if you do it again then that means some feelings are reciprocated and if that's the case then I will have to beat the living shit out of him."

You couldn't help but let out a slight chuckle. You looked at Kakashi and smiled , shaking your head slightly.

"Plus, you were honest with me. You answered my question with ease, knowing that I could've possibly snapped. And that shows you trust me too. I know you would never hurt me intentionally unless I deserve it. And we both know I don't. No, I'm not happy it happened. But I'm understanding enough to realize that you needed that clarity, whether you wanted it or not." Kakashi finished his sentence by kissing your forehead, his lips lingering for a second before pulling away. "So, how did you feel about the kiss?" He asked.

"Like I said, it was nice because he can kiss good. But there was no feelings there. Things got heated and the feeling of more was only because of physical attraction, but I didn't want more even if it felt like it. I don't know if that makes sense, but basically what I'm trying to say is you're right. I'm not in love with him. I don't want to sleep with him. And I don't want to be with him." Your voice faltered a bit as you tried to hold back tears. You wanted to cry not because you were sad, but because your fiancé wasn't upset with you. That feeling of relief was still strong.
"You're the only one I want Kakashi, and I'm glad you know that.. even after witnessing what you saw.."

Kakashi stood up, throughout your whole conversation he made sure to be careful with your wounds, your arms and legs still throbbing a bit from the torture you put them through.

He knelt down on the ground in front of you, his eyes locking with yours as a look of compassion filled them. He smiled as he laid his hand gently on top of yours.

"I didn't doubt your love for me for a second, (y/n), but I'm not gonna lie it did hurt to watch. I put trust in you and even though things escalated further than I liked I still know you don't have feelings for him okay? Just, please don't let it happen again.

You smiled wider as you carefully wrapped your arms around his neck, pulling him in for a kind of awkward angled hug.

"I love you Kakashi Hatake. Forever and always."

"Forever and always." He whispered back in your ear, his arms lightly holding you in an embrace.

"Now, I am going to talk to him about it. But it's best you don't interfere." Kakashi stated as he stood up and sat back down on the seat next to you. "Because I also know Sasuke is in cahoots with Obito, and it's about time we get some information out of him."

You turned and looked at your Sensei with slight confusion, but you had your doubts too about Sasuke knowing something, due to his fidgeting when Lady Tsunade addressed the situation. You sighed as you looked back to the television and shook your head a bit. "Alright, I won't intervene. But you have to promise me one thing."

Your sensei looked at you as you returned his gaze.

"You can't let him know you're onto him. He's our only ticket to finding Obito and if he suspects we know he'll do everything in his power to knock us off his track , if he's not doing so already." Kakashi nodded in agreement, his eyebrows tensing a bit.

"Well, then it looks like we have to get on his good side." He said with a slight smirk.

Your expression grew confused.

"Well, (y/n), you might have to act like you're in love with the enemy.."