Learning to Love Him Again

Chapter 38 Part 1 of 2: Saving Him and Her

Hi everyone :) I want to begin by thanking God for helping me to even write and post this update because I had no intentions to update this week, however, I decided to for some odd reason. I want to thank all amazing readers who continue to read this story and thank you for giving so much love and support to this story :)

This is NEW UPDATE MADE ON 2/14/2020 :) Wedding Update next and will be hopefully made later and soon :) Anika and Chaaya uniting in Chapter 39 :)

MATURE CONTENT WARNING: THE CONTENT IN THIS CHAPTER IS APPROPRIATE FOR AGES 18 YEARS OR OLDER.

I promise to reply to Chapter 37 comments over the weekend :) I always reply to all comments so rest assured I do hope to reply to all of your comments and feedback :)

Friendly Clarification: Yes, I do repeat words, but I do it on purpose for poetic matters only :)

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Are updates long?-Yes I am giving long updates and please take your time reading them because updates are very slow right now just because I need some time to write the wedding track :) So, I am giving the sub updates as one big update that you can read anytime you like in one place :)

Is the story moving slow?-Yes

Am I moving the story slow on purpose?-Yes because all these chapters were supposed to be released as part of the wedding special and due to issues I now am releasing them slowly instead of consecutively. I am working on the wedding chapters, but I am so scared of publishing them because I feel like they are boring and I am not doing full justice to them, so that is why I have delayed. I feel like readers are going to be so bored and disappointed, so I am not publishing them and not ready as of yet :( I am so so sorry.

Okay I tried my best with edits but details at reply as this book is written as a screenplay not a novel but a screenplay for details are essential for such reasons. I will do more grammar edits tomorrow :)
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Gentle kisses. Delicate brushes. Dancing silence. He continued to hold me against his heart while laying his love upon me and I relished it...drowning into it... hoping and praying this moment would never end. That he would always hold me...always love me...never letting me go.

Tears slipping down my cheeks finding my heart beating and skipping finding itself burdened by the amount of adoration and admiration it was getting at the moment which it hadn't for years...

For many years where my heart stayed in silence...loneliness...hallow...observing the love around it, but failing to grasp upon it...wishing and cursing fate why...why was it the victim of a broken heart.

"Anika...I love you...And I am so sorry..." He continued to repeat over and over again beating into the part of my soul that was telling me this was wrong, but I was not listening. I was not listening for a moment because I was consumed with the idea of being in love and being loved.

The water continuing to rush below us now drenched with our love that we seemingly had laid upon in moments of passion and drops of lust. Love has lust in it...it has to or else why will two unite souls unite? Lust is the need to fulfill one's desires to embrace their lover and lay upon the fire of compassion filled with a hunger to taste the purity of a lover...Hence, lust is borne out of love.