Flourish \\ Sequel to Not a Hollywood Whore | MGK

~Dedication~

I was tired and it was the end of the show. 

Me:Okay its the last song of the night and I originally going to end the night with an unreleased song

I walked to the edge of the stage 

Me:but this morning one of my good friends whom you probably known pop smoke-

They cheered 

Me:Um passed so this last one is dedicated to him I love you smoke

They cheered and I walked over to the piano and sat down putting the mic in the stand and I started playing the piano and  singing. 

Me:Our time is up.......your eyes are shut I wont... get to tell you what....I needed you to know...its dark enough...the moonlight doesn't show and all my love....could never bring you home

Tears rolled down my cheeks and my voice cracked a bit but I kept my composure hearing the fans cheer.

Me:Theres no more stars to find and I'm to far behind and I'd love to let you go I'd love to let you go your always on my mind I called a thousand times and I have to let you go..but I love you more and more than you could know............................I sat alone.....awaited your reply.....was driven home....when I started to cry......I should've known I should've said goodbye I only hoped......I would've had more time....theres no more stars to find....and I'm to far behind and I'd love to let you go I'd love to let you go your always on my mind when I called a thousand times and I have to let you go but I love you more and more and more than you could know..........oooooo...........we're both to young..to live and die this way...a sunny summer day...was so much left to say...not 21.....the 18th how to play....the day you couldn't stay..you made me wanna pray But I think gods fake.....theres no more stars to find........and I'm to far behind....and I'd love to let you go..... I'd love to let you go your always on my mind when I called a thousand and I have to let you go but I love you more and more and more and more....more more and more.....and more than you will ever know...you will never know

They cheered and I ended the show getting off stage. I pulled on a hoodie and then we walked outside. 

Lauren:you good?

Me:Yea

Voice:Yo Kiesha!

I turned looking where the voice was coming from and I just heard  gun go off and I saw my homies run past me into the crowd where I thought the voice was coming from and my a** hit the ground. I looked down and just see blood I heard more gunshots. I heard sirens and I got up.

Colson:ki stop-

I ignored anyone who was talking to me I looked past everyone and saw 3 guys on the ground with bullet holes in them the cops pulled up with the ambulance. Moe and darion were arrested and I was brought to the hospital. I was put through surgery removing the bullets and stitching me up. I was supposed to stay over night but I wanted to go to the crib which is where we went. Slim was calming megan down she aint never been apart of something like that Lauren and Vicky were trippin because moe is v's bf and darion is lauren's bf. I calmed them down and then we got on a jet and started flying to L.A. Everyone besides cols and I was asleep, I opened my bag and popped some pills. 

Colson:Ki

I looked at him. 

Colson:You been quiet this whole time as if nothing happened what are you thinking about?

Me:that I wanna get in the booth

He put his arm around me. Its not that I didn't care I just- just was in shock I guess. We landed around 3 a.m. we all went home and mostly everyone went to sleep besides Cols and I who went in the studio and I started writing. Then he wrote and I got in the booth first.

Me:catch a case, don't snitch, that's mando Ride for your clique, that's mando Broke, hit a lick, that's mando  Always with the s**ts, that's mando  Ay That's mando N**ga that's mandatory Ay That's mando N**ga that's mandatory Yeah, gotta stick to the g codes  I keep a stick everywhere I go I'm from the section where the mixed cold Front line pressin' if a n**ga tryna get bold Married to the streets I need no wedding ring  N**gas want problems let the choppa sing Got the gang unit tryna find out everything  I know a couple n**gas told its embarassing  My hood move packs so we flip bricks  We be on a mission tryna get chips That boy think he lit til he get Lit AVLN gang everybody hit licks  My brother Dirt died for a lean bottle In these cold streets where we don't got no role models  Older homies showed us a couple things they told us follow Basic s**t like don't snitch and how to use them hollows Catch a case don't snitch that's mando  Ride for your clique that's mando  Broke hit a lick that's mando Always with the s**ts that's mando  Ay That's mando N**ga that's mandatory Ay That's mando N**ga that's mandatory

I walked out and he went in and rapped

Colson:Duck tape wrapped around the k-da clip That's on the B I bought a yoppa from the BLE You get took in off the gang you gon take a trip  I'm tryna walk his a** down when I'm yankin' s**t Somebody gon catch a body when they play this s**t Ask them  what they chargin' for a crate of sticks  You know we play with them sticks 'cause its mando I was tryna murder any that i blammed on Gangland geekin' I'm just sayin' though Camouflage k-da rockin' a baby rambo  Maneuver the Subaru when l be layin' low Them  ain't in the field they Be stayin' home  Money over zerry zang what it stand for If you a gangsta what you  take the stand for I'm on a whole lot of drugs, And f**k with the one, fasten a blood drum

The chorus finished it and we sat down and I went on ig and saw the most interesting things. 

The Next Day

I got out of the shower and got dressed and ready and I went downstairs. 

Mateo:Mommy

He reached for me from cols and I took him.