Flourish \\ Sequel to Not a Hollywood Whore | MGK

~Platinum Love~

I sang 

Me:Hittin' me up late always be blowin' up my phone I'm lying awake wonderin' why I'm still alone Lord knows I am sinning, please forgive me for my lust Sending pictures back and forth Babe, I'm craving your touch You're my new obsession Let go of any hesitation Baby, be my new addiction Intoxicate me gently with your loving You got me so high Pull me closer into you and watch our bodies intertwine I feel so alive You know what I'm thinking of Got me dreamin' 'bout that sexy dirty love Sexy dirty love  Sexy dirty love  Now you're teasing me and I can't help but do the same Whispering through your phone, now you're driving me insane It's like you're getting off on messing with my sanity Hang up, come on over Let's play out this fantasy You're my new obsession Let go of any hesitation Baby, be my new addiction Intoxicate me gently with your loving You got me so high Pull me closer into you and watch our bodies intertwine I feel so alive You know what I'm thinking of Got me dreamin' 'bout that sexy dirty love Sexy dirty love  Sexy dirty love  Sexy dirty love You're my new obsession Let go of any hesitation Baby, be my new addiction Intoxicate me gently with your loving You got me so high Pull me closer into you and watch our bodies intertwine I feel so alive You know what I'm thinking of Got me dreamin' 'bout that sexy dirty love Sexy dirty love  Sexy dirty love  Sexy dirty love

I walked out of the booth

Noah:*smiles* This this is a banger

I smiled and we kept working she ending up leaving around 1 a.m. and I finished this beat and I got in the booth and sang. 

Me:I've been all in my phone, I got options And I don't wanna tell you to drop it But I don't wanna play unfair, yeah Something that makes me look at you too often Oh, baby, you can give us something Baby, I could ride all the time  Baby, I'm talkin' crazy, I Need you right in my space, for now Need it, baby, I'm late but I Still can check in with you I know that I need my friend, but I Wouldn't want to leave, you know I Wouldn't wanna plead But my heart, my mind and my body sayin' My mind, my mind and my body My body is sayin' My mind, my mind and my heart My body is sayin' I don't know what it is I can't tell you what it is But you got me goin' crazy S*x with you is so amazing Oh, how long can you go, baby? Better last till my body's sore, is it crazy? Baby, I'm talkin' crazy, I Need you right in my space, for now Need it, baby, I'm late but I Still can check in with you I know that I need my friend but I Wouldn't want to leave, you know I Wouldn't wanna plead But my heart, my mind and my body sayin' My mind, my mind and my body My body is sayin' My mind, my mind and my heart My body is sayin'I know why I know why I know it, we ain't gotta talk, alright I know you ain't gotta talk, alright Baby, I just wanna talk to you

I walked out the booth and played it back I fixed a few vocals and while I was doing that Megan came in. 

Megan:Okay dont be mad I know your doing the whole no social media thing still but you have to see this

She gave me her phone and on ig I saw a video of cols f**kin some girl. 

Me:Okay? This could be old

Megan:No go back to the page

I went back and it was the girls page and there was 4 videos of them. The first one in the club which was posted an hour ago and what he was wearing was what he left in. The second video was them in his car then the tape and the last one was them laid up. I said f**k it to this no socials, I redownloaded my s**t and logged in and these videos were everywhere. Headlines after headlines, articles after articles, blogs, peoples opinions, famous people speaking on it all types of s**t. I was so hot. I was so angry I sat in the kitchen and waited for these mothaf**kas to get home. 

2:38 a.m.

The front door opens and I'm still sitting her bitter as f**k and they come in. And stop just looking at me the look on his face said it all. I got up and I wanted to spaz out I really did I wanted to freak the f**k out and throw something break s**t but I didn't I looked in his eyes and spoke calmly. 

Me:I hope you had fun. 

And I walked upstairs in our room I grabbed my phone charger I grabbed my pillow and a throw blanket and I slipped into Mateo's room. I sat down and my phone was blowing up with ig notifications and I had people messaging me and I shut my phone down and just sat there. I didn't even sleep just sat there until sun up. I got up and I walked out and downstairs it was quiet. It was 7 a.m. so I was the only one awake. I walked into the studio and I did what I do. I wrote.