Flourish \\ Sequel to Not a Hollywood Whore | MGK

~Silence~

"Would you care if we quit talking? Would you care if I went walking? I need to know how you feel So I know how to deal. I like it when you're by my side. I hate it when you try to hide All the cheating and the lies Bring me one step closer to saying goodbye. I know the cheating is a fact because I've caught you in the act. I wish I had more trust in you, but it's kinda hard when I busted you. Seems to me you wouldn't care even if I weren't there. I always wonder who you're with, hoping it's not another chick. I'm not saying I don't believe you. Too many people have told me to leave you, but you are everything to me, which is why I want you me to always be. Believing you may be a mistake, but it's a risk I'm willing to take. I really love you; always know I do, and remember there will always be a me and you.How do I mend a broken heart? My entire world has fallen apart. How do I find hope in a brand new day, when the one I love has gone away? My mind overflows with memories of you, of all that we've shared, all that we knew. I long for your touch and your warm embrace,the look in your eyes, the smile on your face. My dreams are filled with your soft gentle kiss. I wake and cry for all that I miss. How do I mend a broken heart, when my one true love and I are apart? My heart knows to love only you, it won't let go, what do I do? Our moments together were precious and few, but I cherished them all more than you knew. I love you, my angel, and always will. I loved you then and I love you still."

The door opened and I turned my head seeing Slim. 

Slim:Goodmorning

I was silent

Slim:Can I come in?

Me:*sighs* Yea

I closed my journal and turned facing the couch as he sat there on the couch infront of me.

Slim:Are you mad at us?

Me:..........No I know that no one can stop him from doing anything. 

Slim:We told him not to go, I told him not to go. But he obviously went I'm sorry I should've done something-

Me:No don't be sorry its not-not your fault

He looked at me.

Slim:How are you feeling?

Me:Broken, stressed, hurt, wondering why and a mix of all depressing and sad emotions

Slim:Are you gonna leave?

Me:I can't, I still have a son with him and honestly.......I dont want to leave.

Slim:Thats good that you dont wanna..leave

Me:Did- *sighs* did he know her

Slim:No she was just some girl at the bar

Megan came in and I had things to do so I went upstairs and he was still passed out so I showered and got ready and walked out without him waking. I left with Megan. I had a photoshoot and some meetings and stuff. I got home around 5 p.m. and I walked in and Casie was carrying Mateo who was only in his diaper.

Me:*smiles* what is going on here

Casie:*smiles* Dad can't find bubs onesies

Colson:Cas whe-

He came in and looked at me and kinda froze which I've never seen him do. I set my purse and phone down. 

Me:*smiles* Let me see him

I took Mateo from Casie. 

Me:*smiles* Follow I will show you both

So we all went upstairs into his room and I walked in his closet and opened the last 3 drawers revealing onesies.