Flourish \\ Sequel to Not a Hollywood Whore | MGK

~Release it~

I walked out the booth and sat down next to dub as he saved it. He pulled up the next track and I turned looking at cols. 

Me:This one is very bad

Colson:Its cool

Me:I'm so scared this one is brutal

Colson:*smiles* Its okay ki you should release your feelings

I got up and walked into the booth and sung

Me:Torn between crying for help And not letting them see me sweat But it's certain s**t I can't forget I won't get over it easy S**t makes me queasy I am making amends with myself Forgiving me for loving you I took a risk loving loudly Defended you proudly Ignored all the signs, yeah it's true And, the immature me Wishes that I could make it known That you should be left alone Don't deserve words or thoughts from me I can go heal on my own And, the immature me Hopes the world sees just who you are, uh A facade only gets you so far And I'm bigger than you So I can't meet you where you are I'd say your name but you don't deserve recognition You played the hero but you really are the villain There ain't a bone in me that wants to spare your feelings You called me crazy, but it was my intuition Used me for status and the fame and recognition It's f**king crazy what they do for recognition I'd say your name but you don't deserve recognition I'd say your name but I won't, uh I got to give myself credit For loving as hard as I did I helped you fight your addiction And change your whole life Just to find myself played in the end Ain't no regrets 'cause I'm proud That my heart was so pure And I'm never ashamed of my love Now I'm finding strength in the fact That you're nothing to me And I know the things I am above And, the immature me wishes I could just run away To somewhere I still feel sane Cause truth is I've been f**king lost since that very day And, really I'm wishing that I Could just catch a break It's been hell every couple days And now I'm here broken expected to carry the weight I'd say your name but you don't deserve recognition You played the hero but you really are the villain There ain't a bone in me that wants to spare your feelings You called me crazy, but it was my intuition Used me for status and the fame and recognition It's f**king crazy what they do for recognition I'd say your name but you don't deserve recognition I'd say your name but I won't, uh That's just you I always land on my feet Bounce back getting clean and neat, whoa  Wish I didn't check your text when you was drunk 'sleep I seen everything that I ain't wanna see That I needed to see That I needed it to be Hope you live happily ever after with the b**ch Fly to France wine and crackers Honeymooning with the b**ch Hope you f**k around and have the son you wanted with the b**ch You might be so amazed after all of this So out on the table Your friends and your family, even your label Everyone love me, damn it's so shameful I kept you stable, you should be grateful Ain't find out sooner that you was unfaithful Damn you're so shameful So f**king shameful Damn you're so, uh F**king ungrateful, uh

I walked out the booth and I sat on his lap hugging him. 

Me:I hate this song

Colson:Why its great

Me:Cause its so mean

Colson:its the truth

I looked in his eyes and I kissed him getting up. 

Me:Okay one more sad one

Slim:What comes after sad

Me:Crazy

I went in the booth and sang the chorus first

Me:I don't wanna be with a man, if he ain't gon' have my interest  I don't want your love anymore 'cause you don't take this serious  I don't wanna talk things out, I've already heard your story It's the same old lies You know you n**gas ain't right, gotta cut you out of my life Don't tell me you love me, tell me you love me, cut it out Don't tell me you need me, tell me you need me, cut it out Don't tell me you love me, tell me you love me, cut it out Don't tell me you need me, tell me you need me, yeah

Then I sang the first voice

Me:You don't touch me the way that you used to Something is missing, see all of this distance is very unusual Some day I hope you can find the way to my heart again Just let me go if that's what it is These n**gas don't like no one but themselves I can't deny all the feelings I felt I laid it all the on line Boy, you consistently lied to me You said, you'll never betray me for no other girls I could've cheated, but I kept it thorough So f**kin' stupid, in love with a fraud  Boy, you don't know what you want First it was Britney, and then it was Sydney, and now it's Chantel I asked you, "What's up?" and you said, "You don't know" as if you caught amnesia I'm so disappointed, all of this s**t is annoying I'm sick of startin' over every month I'm always fallin' in and out love, 'cause

The chorus played then I sang the second verse

Me:You don't like when I get on your case Talkin' to me like you can't be replaced Now you're disruptin' my peace F**k out my way, boy, I'm just tryna leave 'Cause I ain't got nothing for no one Boy, I'm so blue, gotta roll some Actin' like I was the only one Clearly one woman is not enough for you You, you, you, you, oh So I'm through, through, through, so through Really I thought you was solid You turned around and you folded I should've took that advice Wanted to have s*x with your guys Just to get even tonight, ay I'm way too loyal for you and it's crazy Oh, baby, I could've destroyed you You actin' careless right now But don't hit me when all them new b**ches ignore you Yeah, I know that it's comin' one day You gon' do you either way We gotta break up

The chorus finished it and I walked out