Flourish \\ Sequel to Not a Hollywood Whore | MGK

~Backlash~

I got off stage around 1:30 a.m. I went in the green room and the girls were celebrating and Megan came over to me. 

Megan:Yo stuff is unfolding on instagram

I grabbed my phone and went on ig and my s**t was blowing up and it was people mad at cols because he called me a b**h on his story and it cuts off right before I laugh so it looked bad but like what the hell. So I went on my story 

*in ig video*

Me:*smiles* Ya'll mad?? Ya'll big mad over what *laughs*

*end of video*

I posted that and then we left to a club. Because my next shows were in washington which is like 2-3 states over we only partied for an hour in the club and got on the bus and left. We turnt up on the bus for a couple hours and they fell asleep around 4 a.m. I was sitting on the living room couch and I was writing. 

"Let someone love you just the way you are, as flawed as you might be, as unattractive as you might feel sometimes and as unaccomplished as you think you are. To believe that you must hide all the parts of you that are broken out of fear that someone else is incapable of  of loving what is less than perfect, is to believe that sunlight is incapable of entering a broken window and illuminating a dark room. You were that, you are that. Are you perfect? Of course not but maybe that's exactly why we work so well. In your presence I feel safe, when I look in your eyes I feel love, when you touch me I feel comfort and when you speak your words fill my ears as if I've never heard anyone speak. Somehow I am a different person with you, a better person. Its because of you, I am able to do something this amazing. But nothing compares to the feeling of you relaxing in my arms. Maybe this was the whole reason we were brought together. Is it cliche to say I believe in fate? Is the reason I was broken so many times was to meet you so our broken pieces could collide and somehow form an unbreakable love. I hope one day I'll be able to show you how much I truly appreciate you and how much I love you because all the kisses and hugs, endless cuddles and long nights of comfortable silence will never show it ....not in its entirety. "

My phone buzzed and I closed my journal and picked up my phone. It was cols telling me to join his ig live. I joined and the comments were buggin. 

Me:*smiles* wassup

[Colson:Yo what are you doing]

Me:I'm on my way to washington

[Colson:People is really wildin about that]

Me:*smiles* I know I saw I dont understand why people are so offended

[Colson:cause their bitter b**ches]

Me:*smiles* am I a bitter b**ch

[Colson:*smiles* the bitterest of b**ches]

"MTV:hi keisha"

Me:*smiles* Go away mtv, stalkers

[Colson:*laughs* stalkers]

Me:*smiles* yea they are always on my s**t yo anytime I see them comment on stuff I just think about *laughs* I just think about the f**kin logo with legs and arms 

[Colson:*chuckles* Are you high?]

Me:*laughs* a little mostly drunk

"Pornhub:Hi"

Me:*smiles* why is pornhub in here

[Colson:*laughs* how ironic]

Me:*smiles* Oh my god theres something wrong with you

He laughed

[Colson:Are you not having any fun alone?]

Me:Uh no but luckily