Flourish \\ Sequel to Not a Hollywood Whore | MGK

~8 a.m~

I walked out the booth and added that to the album. Working on another beat and writing another rap. I got in the booth and started rapping. 

Me:Yea, momma stir that bowl so her kids could eat dad wanna come back but he cant leave the streets my brother steppin in now he losing sleep cousins thinkin that they better so now we compete I was born on the west got love on the east  shoutout to them project days they turned me to a beast  shoutout to them woods I rolled somehow it gave me peace and shoutout to them days I starved cause it made me, me n**gas stole behind my back so I told em thanks dont let a n**ga run yo money he is not a bank dont let a n**ga say he got in cause he think you cant dont let a n**ga play you p**sy if you really aint its kinda crazy how these n**gas wanna see me dead and these the same ones who knew I could've got they head but when I sit and think maybe they just seen a threat yo mans dead ya'll still aint get them n**gas yet payin attention to the realest s**t I neva lack knew they couldn't beat me up ya'll should've led a scrap but they know they gotta set me up to weigh me up cause if that s**t was up to me I wouldn't give a f**k I be trippin over b**ches internet talkin so disreapect I get busy but I aint crip walkin who up a bit was broke as s**t so we hit licks often long as a b**ch dont lay a finger f**k a b**ch talkin heart cooler than december I'll putchu ina hearse before they say they love or hate you they remember first rather beat a b**ch up first no need to take her purse some s**t a blessin and a curse but it could be worse I aint neva wrote a statement in my f**kin life realer than a lotta n**gas I can game em twice they rather say that I'm a bully before they say I'm nice but I be smackin b**ches fully they should name we rice see my momma cookin made that s**t in seven ways  we aint had a lotta s**t but still seen betta days aint even take a lotta s**t but  s**t we barely prayed  church gettin weird cause they know I neva been a saint I aint neva been holy people know that I rap but be feelin like they know me they be tryna ride a wave you can feel the phony remember robbin n**gas we was hoppin outta stoleys even though I'm rich as f**k I'm still hoppin out  at county b'roe they label me a hoe I'll fight em by my lonely I can't label n**gas bros the last n**ga folded on me f**k a homie doc said take it easy I'm recording instead you can tell by my voice but s**t atleast I aint dead and he witnessed me in pain know he felt what I said while push these words out ya'll gettin pushed outta bed gotta move smart gotta name I gotta move wit my head I can't speak on to much s**t just drop some music instead I'll catch em at some point b'fore I snitch and turn fed hope that lil s**t was worth it , it wont happen again I used to be a fighter now a b**ch the lover type 2 one hunnid I aint neva been the liar type speak my mind I aint neva been the quiet type lock me in a room see the mean that fight or flight 

I walked out

Dub:You just comin with heat tonight

Me:*smiles* Thanks  d

This next instrumental was piano based,slow and soft. 

Slim:It got like a menacin vibe to it 

Me:good thats what it was going for

I walked in the booth now sitting instead of standing. I put on the headphones and heard the track start and I sang softly. 

Me:I should've known................ I'd leave alone............Just goes to show........... That the blood you bleed is just the blood you owe We were a pair.......... But I saw you there.........Too much to bear.........You were my life, but life is far away from fair .............Was I stupid to love you? Was I reckless to help? Was it obvious to everybody else........ That I'd fallen for a lie? You were never on my side Fool me once, fool me twice Are you death or paradise? Now you'll never see me cry There's just no time to die.......................................................... I let it burn........ You're no longer my concern............. Faces from my past return.............Another lesson yet...... to learn..............That I'd fallen for a lie You were never on my side Fool me once, fool me twice Are you death or paradise? Now you'll never see me cry There's just no time to die........................... No time to die.......................... No time to die............................ Fool me once, fool me twice Are you death or paradise? Now you'll never see me cry .........There's just no time to die

I walked out of the booth and that was added to the album. I wrote 2 more songs and the last one I wrote was a challenge to sing. Not because the vocals were very loud and powerful but because of the emotions in it. I sat infront of the mic and put the headphones on. I heard the track start and I sang. 

Me:Father, I'm gonna say thank you Even if I'm still hurt Oh, I'm gonna say bless you I wanna mean those words Always wished you the best I, I prayed for your peace Even if you started this This whole war in me

The piano got loud so I sang loudly.

Me:You did your best or did you? Sometimes I think I hate you I'm sorry, dad, for feelin' this I can't believe I'm sayin' it I know you were a troubled man I know you never got the chance To be yourself, to be your best I hope that heaven's given you A second chance

Then it got soft again so I sang softly

Me:Father, I'm gonna say thank you Even if I don't understand Oh, you left us alone I guess that made me who I am Always wished you the best I, I, I pray for your peace Even if you started this This whole war in me

That verse gradually got louder then fell to a soft mono tone

Me:You did your best or did you? Sometimes I think I hate you I'm sorry, dad, for feelin' this I can't believe I'm sayin' it I know you were a troubled man I know you never got the chance To be yourself, to be your best I hope that heaven's given you

The beat dropped for the first time and I sang very loudly and powerful.

Me:Ohh....oh oh yeah...yea yea yea You did your best or did you? Sometimes I think I hate you
I'm sorry, dad, for feelin' this I can't believe I'm sayin' it I know you were a troubled man
I know you never got the chance To be yourself, to be your best I hope that heaven's given you

And lastly back to a soft tone finishing the song

Me:A second chance

I walked out the booth and dub played it back. 

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