Flourish \\ Sequel to Not a Hollywood Whore | MGK

~The Real Ki~

Around 1 travis left and I started working. After writing I got in the booth and rapped 

Me:Look stopped smoking weed now I'm to back to having dreams, feelin like my life a move but I aint know the scenes,  n**ga straddling a fence there aint no in between never been hurt by a snake you dont know what I mean, so many switched up on me and aint even surprised it be the ones that you help that tell em some lies pillow talking on they mans and be scared of them guys he be scared I'm going through and barely a cry he always wonder what I'm thinkin whats burried inside ready to slide cause they hurt me aint lettin it ride cause when I think about that night I was ready to die so many people would've lost it I carry the spine they say the top gets lonely and its cold as freezers but when you broke and doin bad they dont know you either your closest homie gotta bag he dont know you neither I aint neva let em brag like you know I feed her took some loses to the chin I aint eva break somebody tryna test my gangsta  I aint neva flake if I aint got it I aint got it Ion want the fake if it aint mine I'll grind I dont wantcho plate my uncle wrote me and I still aint even wrote him back but write this n**ga everyday I know I'm wrong for that what I write him imma say Im to grown for that apologize and say I love you aint s**t wrong in that got a lot bottled up they thinkin I'm strong sayin I should talk about it I put it in songs they say god got me but at times I feel I'm all alone mood swings dont wanna talk got me hating my phone prolly hurt a couple people but they hurt me first givin people second chances that s**t made me worse wanna see me get married but had a baby first seeing momma goin through that s**t made me work its a crazy world going on going down a back road gotta slow it down if I aint neva seen hate bet I know it now gotta move I can't wait till karma come around it be seeming like she taking to long but when she do it seem like she so clutch s**t I handle on my own know its makin me strong but at times I feel like this s**t be so much I refuse to let a lame see me slow down that aint neva been in me you can't play me for a hoe if you know I get busy betta pay me whatchu owe b'fore my brothas come wit me stab wounds in my back I aint gotta be friendly all these tats really mean something cut the ones who only call when they need something cause we share a bloodline that dont mean nothin prepare myself for so much I neva seen comin  life will teach you as you live thats prolly why I was scared to ever have a kid I dont want my little youngin doing half the s**t I did I remember how we used to live yea we struggled but it is what it is can't s**t break me my dad be sayin s**t a hatin bitch say  neva called just to check an see if I'm okay only time he hit my line to get on my plate I know the real people wonder why I stay away waking up from nightmares got me so mad I aint neva wanna kill somethin so bad crazy how so much can change on you so fast moe was driving I was high as s**t we both crashed seein things so vivid dont wanna die young but I almost did it move like I'm good it aint none of ya'll business still grownin being judged just cause ya'll book finished

I walked out the booth and put that track in a folder for my second album and I started writing. 

Rook:whats this album called?

Me:The Real Ki

I finished this rap and got in the booth.

Me:You aint helping if you b**ches in the way  I dont ask if you'll ride either you is or you aint either way I'm still straight if you aint helping then you n**gas in the way but Imma get it either way until they put me in the grave uh people say I drink to much I'm just tryna cope it aint no secret bout the percs but I aint doin coke its all the same numb the pain just anotha boat everytime I think I'm sane I get another low people think I'm hella strong but they'll neva know been in the rain but yet I move like I was neva cold life f**ked me up got me scared to trust anotha soul price doubled up I aint scared to do anotha show guns gettin bigger on they a** like its double o funds gettin bigger  want the cash wit anotha o name gettin bigger drop a b**ch and get a badder hoe b**ches wanna link thats cool its just anotha roll momma told me kill everybody show who they f**kin with doing crazy s**t that's neva been on my bucket list call me watchu want dont know me dont say my government know I got em worried they neva know who I'm coming with  preacher asked me what I want I said my mind back I'd give up all of this money to get some time back put my soul in this music and I aint lied yet and if you touch one of mines you gettin nines back only thing they keep askin why I aint slide yet cause I aint neva been a puppet b**ches showin up and still leave with nothin if I slid bring some mills I aint doin s**t for nothin  even wit this petty money I still bring my people something sit on my a** s**t I can't be sixteen I almost died in a near fatal crash I still feel it everyday cause it changed me body hurtin when it rain thinkin bout a hundid thangs an they still wonder why a b**ch angry so makes them moves outta pain I aint neva been the same I refuse to let anotha n**ga hang me I done seen a lot through these brown eyes but I still be questioning god  catch myself when I complain atleast I'm still alive karma betta get em first cause I aint scared to slide yea I'm laughing while I'm still healin like I can neva die n**gas switched on me quick they aint wit me though b**tches did some five dirty s**t but they aint kill me though b**ches wanna move like I move but they aint witit though I wanna do some dime dirty s**t but cols keep me calm momma used to sell dog food but I was findin out she was f**kin witthe s**t too I seen her nodding out reasons why I move how I move  got s**t I'll die about they don't know the half we been through f**k n**gas lyin bout yea I used to move neva fronted on it used to be on them streets and sell a hunnid of em funny how Im feenin now cause then I was supplying feens still gettin paid while I move aint gotta dummy on em even when it aint I still tell em lifes great thinkin bout the money I made same s**t different page if you aint helping then you b**ches in the way  ion ask if you ride either you is or you aint either way I'm still straight if you aint helpin then you n**gas in the way Imma get it anyway until they put me in the grave if you wit me lets go even when it aint I still tell em lifes great thinkin bout the money I made same s**t different page if you aint helping then you b**ches in the way ion ask if you ride either you is or you aint either way I'm still straight if you aint helpin then you n**gas in the way Imma get it anyway until they put me in the grave if you wit me lets go I aint neva been the type to let it pass me by I sit back an see who do it ion ask who ride I remember when I used to have to ask for rides now ion even hit the horn when Im passin by you see who really gotcho back when them times hard ion gotta speak on s**t I stay from round ya'll yea I used to flip bricks and move pounds ya'll Ill be damned if I sit back when one of mines fall Im on my way in all caps when one of mines call my n**ga came into my life the s**ts crazy in a way havin dreams then had a baby on the way that s**t was a sign cause s**t be crazy everyday if my pops was alive ion know what he would say I just know he would be proud of me or hella close  2nd in rap but aint nobody eva been this close callin shots plus I know I'm doin more than most if you even think about my baby s**t I'll bust yo nose  use to dance after hours but I neva tricked used to waitress at a bar thats why I always tip god forgive but I dont I remember s**t  life a blessin but to me just anotha b**ch even when it aint I still tell em lifes great thinkin bout the money I made same s**t different page if you aint helping then you b**ches in the way ion ask if you ride either you is or you aint either way I'm still straight if you aint helpin then you n**gas in the way Imma get it anyway until they put me in the grave if you wit me lets go

I walked out the booth and added that to the album.

Slim:You used to be a stripper?

Me:Yea

Colson:*smiles* yeaa

This caused everyone to laugh.