Jayden's POV"Oh, my bad... I thought you still wanted me to sleep with you again. It's all good if you don't." Grayson says "Oh I uhh, I didn't want to annoy you but... d-do you think y-you c-" I tremble with my words. "You still want me to sleep with you, don't you?" He says with his hands still behind his back. I didn't want to seem as clingy if I asked him again, I knew he would think I'm some sort of weird pervert or something which I frankly don't want him to think bad of me on the second day. Then again I'm still not myself yet, and the thought of being alone still terrifies me. Grayson was the one who saved me from my dad, he went out of his way to not only tell him something, but he took me back to his home and cared for me. The thought of him comforting me is all I needed. His strong arms wrapped around me as he whispers in my ears saying 'it's gong to be okay.' with his raspy manly soft manly voice is everything I needed.
I blushed more than I should've. "Y-yeah..." I say hopelessly. He lets out a small warm side smile.
As he enters the room I blush trying everything in my power to avoid any contact from his massive bulge under his grey sweatpants.
I enter the bed and warp myself under the blankets. They're so warm and smell fresh. Grayson enters the bed not to long after I did.
I try closing my eyes, but it's kinda hard to tame myself when he's here with me. I once again close my eyes slowly as I start feeling sleepier and sleepier by the second."So uhh... how was your day?" Grayson say softly. I woke back up immediately in startle.
"good..." I respond. I tried to make it a more longer respond but 'good' was the only word that came out.
"I'm sorry about today... you know... about the whole Mae situation. I promise I can make it up to you."
"It's okay... I'm fine." I say
"Have you read the card I wrote you?"
"Oh, n-no... not y-et... why?"
"Jayden, can you turn around and look at me for a sec."
I gulp at the sound of his voice. I rolled my body over, hesitant in doing so. I can't look at him, especially right now at this specific moment. I see him sitting up on bed looking down at me. I look around the room nervously trying not to make eye contact as my mind is fluttered with thoughts.
"Jayden. Look at me." He says once again, this time a little more demanding. The intimidating growl to his voice sure as hell made me obey without any hesitation. He reaches over to the small table aside the bed then hands me the card. "Read it." he says.
My sweaty hands drips through the paper and smudges the sides. I begin reading while controlling my hands which seem to not stop shaking.
"I'm sorry for everything that you went through these past days. Although there's nothing me or you can do to change the past, I'll be here to help you change your future. I know it's gonna be hard for you now that you have nowhere to go, which for that reason, I'm inviting you to live in my home for as many months, years as you want. Please consider accepting my invitation. Sincerely, Gray-"I pause for a moment after finishing to think. My heart is racing more than ever at the thought of living in this house with him. I look back up at him realizing he never loss his focus on me. He has a very blank face but yet extremely intimidating when i lock eyes with him. I open my mouth-
"You don't have to do that. I don't even have money to pay the bills either. I'm sorry, I can't." I say
He chuckles.
"Don't worry about money or paying me back. I'm doing this for your safety."I start tearing up a bit. My voice turns low and stuffy. My heart suddenly feels warm and... happy... I haven't felt like this in a while.
"Grayson... thank you so much." I whip the sheds a tears off my face. I open my arms in reach for a hug but instead of him returning the hug back, he just sat there waiting for me to let go of him. Seeing his awkward smile on his face made me blush in embarrassment.
"ok uhh... you can turn back around now. Goodnight."
he says which I immediately do.next chapter...
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Secret Romantics
RomanceA book on how Grayson Dolan discovers his bisexuality~ A boy named Jayden got severely insured by his father after he came out to him. Luckily for Jayden, Grayson Dolan, a straight boy, finds and rescues him before any more damaged occurred. Grayson...