POV: Monty
Thursday, February 6, 2020
10:07pm
The phone screen illuminates my face in the darkness, my parents are sleeping in the next room and the only sound I can hear is my heartbeat.
M: sry
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W: its fine
10:09pm
M:Can we talk about it?
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W: About what?
10:11pm
M: dont act stupid
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W: hes just a friend chill out, not like u care anyways because u hide me from ur fucking friends, don't come try being all protective on me when u cant even accept that ur gay.
10:14pm
M: wtf
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I clicked the button on the side of my phone to turn it off, I had my phone tight in my hand I stared at my ceiling. My heart sunk to the deepest pit in my body I didnt even know could reach. I felt- heartbroken?
But how?
I don't love him, I repeated to myself.
I'm not gay, I dont like him, I like girls, I like girls, I like girls-
I love him.
My heart was skipping and I felt my fingers tense. My nostrils flared and I felt my body getting warmer, and my heart slipping faster, and my fingers getting tighter and tighter and-
BAM, the loud shatter of my phone smashing against the side of my wall echoes through my room.
I'm motionless, my heart felt as if it stopped.
A deep sigh exits my body.
I lift my self from my bed, my stomach tight.
A line runs diagonally through my phone screen, the screen is barely legible. I plop down on my bed with an even louder sigh, "fuck."
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