Let Me Know| Monty x Winston (13 Reasons Why) *discontinued*

Part Seventeen

POV: Winston
Wednesday, February 14, 2020
7:04am

My hand was asleep on top of CJ's body. I slowly opened my eyes as the bright sun shined into my eyes. I yawned and stretched my entire body. Cj was still asleep.
Cj.
Memories from last night flooded my mind as I brought myself up from the bed. I stumbled across the floor and to the wardrobe with the mirror. I rubbed my eyes and turned around to face my closet. I searched the clothes to find one of my oversized t-shirts. I found one in the corner of my room that's said Kiss on it. I looked over back at Cj. He was still long asleep. I heard some rumbling downstairs and assumed it was Monty. I had such regret for what I did I didn't even want to look Monty in the face or Cj. I felt like I had just betrayed the one person who I shared mutual trust with. I didn't know how I was gonna tell him. I creeped over to the top of the stairs, scared that he knew about what happened last night.
"Hey, don't go," I said standing at the top of the stairs. I felt exposed.
Not like it's anything he hasn't seen before.
He looked confused.
"Are you okay?" I said.
"Yeah, I'm fine," He said, "Sorry about last night that was stupid, I shouldn't have told you guys to come sleep with me, that was so weird."
I held in a laugh,"Yeah, whatever," I giggled coming down the stairs all the way to face him.
He head towards the door again but stopped and turned away from the door, "Don't tell Cj I said anything about this, okay?" He said putting a hand in his back pocket.
I shrugged but all I could think about was how he was going to find out about me and Cj, "Yeah, okay," I said.
He seemed nervous but out of nowhere he approached me and kissed me. My heart sank. Right when he started to trust me, I betrayed him. I felt horrible. Disgusting.
Relief rushed over his face and emotions, "Bye," He said opening the door and leaving.
I let out a deep sigh. I walked over to the couch by the window and kneeled down on it. I saw his car pulling out of the driveway, I waved to him with a smile on my face. I could see he waved back.
I immediately headed upstairs and into my bedroom. I checked on Cj. He was sat up on the bed staring straight at me.
Shit.
I didn't know how to react, I blushed and walked over to my wardrobe again.
"Hey," he said.
I didn't respond, I pretended to get ready in the mirror.
"Um," he said inching off the bad and coming up behind me. He wrapped his arms around me and started to kiss my neck. I took a deep breath in and turned around.
He looked confused.
"Listen," I said placing my hands on the counter of the wardrobe, "what happened last night was a mistake, I like you, Cj, I really do, but It was mistake and we should never have done it, we were drunk-"
"We only had like 2 sips of that whiskey," he said flopping his arms down to his side.
I opened my mouth to speak hesitantly, "That's beside the point,"
Cj sat down on the bed. I picked up some sweat pants that were in the corner of my closet.
"I think you should go, and we can talk about this later." I said putting on the sweatpants.
I fixed my hair and headed out the door.
"So that whole night meant nothing to you?" he asked me.
I stopped at the door, not making eye contact and said clearly...
"No."

***Hey y'all, so I'm trying to figure out if next chapter I should do Cjs pov from when he wakes up or from when Winston kicks him out, let me know what you think I should do***