What I Never Knew I Deserved

Chapter 9

Over the next couple of months, Colby and I received an outpouring of mixed emotions from fans and coworkers. Some people were happy for us, some were confused, and some were just flat out rude. Our coworkers were shocked at first, but then happy for us. 

On a cold November day, we were sitting at the arena eating dinner in catering. I had on a pair of black leggings and a white tank top with a grey WWE zip up hoodie and sneakers. I was off for the night, so I decided to just hangout with Colby and enjoy the show for once.

After the show was over, I waited on Colby to shower. Once he was done, we headed back to the room and laid down and went straight to bed.

The next morning, I woke up with a sharp pain in my lower abdomen. I got up and went to the bathroom and realized I had started my period and I immediately panicked. I peeked out the door and saw Colby was still asleep. I snuck out and grabbed my phone and went back and texted Renee and she said she'd be right up.

She texted me when she was outside the room, so I pulled my pants up and walked out and opened the door and took the bag from her. I turned around to go back into the bathroom and ran into a rock hard chest. Crap. I looked up and saw Colby looking down at me wearing nothing but his pajama pants and his hair all over the place. "What are you doing?", he asked. "Umm..", I said. He gave me his famous 'tell me' look and I sighed and looked down. "I started my period this morning and Renee just brought me some stuff I needed", I said. He grabbed my chin and pulled my face up to look at him. "You could've just woke me up and I could've taken care of it", he said. "Renee already had some", I said. "Okay. But next time, just wake me up", he said and bent down and kissed me. 

I went into the bathroom and took a shower and changed clothes and thanking God that I didn't have to travel today.

When I got dressed, I walked out into the hotel room and laid down on the bed on Colby's left side and curled up next to him in a ball with my head on his shoulder. "You OK?", he asked. I shook my head no and he put the TV remote on the nightstand and turned towards me. "Turn over", he said. I rolled over to my right side and he scooted against me and I smiled and leaned into his back as he snaked his left arm over my side. "Put my hand where it hurts", he said. I took his hand and put it on my lower abdomen and he started rubbing it. I sighed and relaxed and he kissed my neck and I smiled.

A little while later, I woke up and Colby was was watching TV. "Hey", I said. "Hey", he said back and kissed the top of my head. "Feeling better?", he asked. "A little.. Thanks, babe". He smiled down at me and went back to watching TV. We spent the entire rest of the day watching TV and laying in bed.

A few days later, we were in Dublin for a short tour and I was getting ready like I normally do and Colby was putting his bag together to go to the arena.

When we were ready, we headed down to the rental car and off to the arena.

When we got there, Colby and I walked in hand in hand. Before I went off to the trainer's room, Colby kissed me and I went off to put my things together.

After I dropped my things off, I headed to catering and saw Colby sitting at a table with Renee and the guys, so I walked over and sat down and laid my head on his left shoulder and he put his hand on my knee. 

When the show started, I took my seat at gorilla and watched the matches. When it was Colby's turn to go out, he gave me a kiss and headed through the curtain.

At the end of the match, Colby went to jump off the top rope and pull Kane down and I instantly knew something wasn't right when his right knee folded in. I sat up straight in the chair and watched as he finished the match thinking maybe it wasn't how it looked. After the match ended and Kane came backstage, I knew it was bad. Trainer's were immediately waved out and me and the other trainer, Jason, went running out there.