My EX Fiancè

Forty Six

---Back to Square 1; Crazy Stupid Love,

The moment that she kissed him, she already took all the courage he had yesterday and even the courage to date again.

The worst part was.. he almost lost his mind and pulled her on the bed to make love to her. He doesn't care even it is just morning right now or even his son barge back to their room.

He doesn't care anymore. He want her too badly that all he thinks right now is to kiss her lips and locked her in his arm.

And now as he look at her just coming out from the bathroom with those wet hair and pinkish cheeks. Damn, he's starting to get insane. This is really a torture.

He should've not slept again dahil inabutan pa siya nito and the worst part is she's trying to tease him by flirting with him.

Wala na ba itong kosensiya? How can she do that to a healthy man that she had history with? His mind is telling him to run away now as he heard the sounds of the bells saying it's emergency situation.

"I think you should start dating again.." Wika niya dito. Hindi niya alam kung bakit niya iyon na sabi at huli na din upang bawiin pa niya iyon.

(What am I even saying?) Tanong niya sa sarili.

(George! You freaking crazy coward!) Sermon niya sa sarili.

That is really low of him. How can he say that to her? He can just let her be, so how can he suggest that? Is that because, gusto niya itong itaboy?

How about, he start facing what he really wants and stop pushing her away? Isn't that be much easier?

"I have a child. Do you think it will be that easy for me to date again?" MJ asked him with a straight face.

(It's too late to take it back. She's so, mad right now.) Buong pagsisisi niyang wika sa sarili.

(That's not what I meant.) Apologetic niyang wika sa sarili.

"W.. Why will that matter? It's not like he have to take care of my so--

"Then, after the two of us start dating again.. Do you still want us to live here in your house?" She asked again at muli siyang hindi naka sagot dito.

(Yes, I don't care if you have another man with you. It will break my heart..) His heart answered.

(But, I rather see you happy everyday rather than not seeing you for the rest of my life again..) Martyr na sagot pa ng kanyang isipan dito.

"Do you think there will be someone who will accept that craziness?" Tanong pa nito sa kanya.

(Me... I can do that for you.. without a doubt.. and without a second thought.. So, puwede bang ako na lang ulit?) Malungkot na sagot muli ng kanyang isipin dito.

Those thoughts only can stay in his mind. Because, saying that out loud will be more complicated to both of them.

"If you want to date again. It's okay with me. But, don't ask me to do the same.." Dagdag nito sa kanya at tila iiyak na ito.

Did he say something bad? What's wrong with her? Is he not dating Alfonse? Then what are they? Should I ask her now? But, what if..

"I will have my time, but definitely not right now.." Pa habol pa nito bago tuluyang lumabas ng kuwarto.

"Then, who the hell is Alfonse to you? Why can't you just tell me that?" Frustrated niyang wika sa sarili.

"I am so, doomed.." Na pa subsob muli sa unan niyang sabi.