While We Were Away ||KNJ||

PREDISPOSITION

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We all want love. (Don't we?)
SAY NO. To the hate. Discrimate. For goodness sake. We all want affection. (Don't We?) Show me that. Yes I will and everyday. We all want. Many things. (Don't We?)
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NAMJOON
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He sits with his head low, his eyes casted over the papers he's holding in his hand.

His eyes run over the sentences; the words, his heart trying to feel some of them.

He was one of the choosen ones. The ones who could easily feel whenever they wanted to. It was like a switch which he could turn no and off.

But this ability meant that he could also bring feelings into the universe. He could put positive energies into the world which would then bring positivity and sense of satisfaction to his listeners.

To do all of this without being discreet he was able to create feelings through music.

Lives back, people loved the music. It had become a universal language, either being of love or hate, but mostly love.

So when he was born, everyone knew he was meant for it. By everyone, he meant his mom and dad and his siblings.

He had these dark patches all over him, which made him look more 3D than 2D. But now he knew they weren't actually black patches, they were more than that.

They were just simple patches that meant nothing. They were little musical notes grouped together in bunches all over his body. He was filled with them except for his neck, where he had a little crescent moon with an ingrowth of trees.

His soulmate patch.

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After that fateful day of walking into his soulmate whom he didn't even knew who she was except she was wearing a bright yellow sundress with a transparent umbrella hanging from her hand. Her honey like hair were flowing across her features but what Namjoon did knew was that she was breathtaking and he felt something for her. But because of his abilty to recognize feelings whenever, he wasn't necessarily able to differentiate between it.

And after that day, he tried to forget about her. Put her in lyrics of his music but he knew that she was the reason who brought so much depth to him. Who brought him to this platform where he could connect with people in a whole lot of a different mannner.

He was able to put a finger on what exactly he was feeling and then write it down, which ultimately gained him popularity. But only to him, it was also beneficial to his bandmates and overall his country.

He had fans, he knew that. He was famous, he knew that. But even after all of that, he didn't realise why she didn't wanted him. She never once looked for him, never once tried to.

But has he? Even he put his ability over her. He also neglected her for so long so its only fair that she didn't try to as well.
But the thing is, in the end, abilities aside, would he want her?

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He packed his bag and got up to leave. He finished going through the lyrics and production papers and had dropped them of at the manager's cabin.