Light Within Dulce [On Going]

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Dulce

6 months ago...

"Aden?" Napatingin ako sa paligid at napagtanto na nasa loob ako ng kwarto niya.

My head aches. We were at the club last night and ended up here. Did something happened between us? Fuck. I can't remember a thing!

"Babe," pumasok siya sa loob ng kwarto. Mukhang bagong gising lang din siya. He's wearing his boxers and shirt. Tumabi siya sa akin at hinalikan ako sa noo. "How are you feeling?" malambing niyang tanong sa akin.

"My head aches. Did something happened to us last night?" I asked him while hugging him.

Hugging really is a part of me. I hug people when I'm sad, worried, happy, and anxious. And, the man beside me is the one that I hug the most.

"You trust me, right?"

Tumaas ang dalawa kong kilay. I think something happened. Palagi niyang tinatanong yun sa tuwing may ginawa siyang masama. And, nasanay na ako na isang hint 'yon sa tuwing may tinatago siya.

"Of course I do," sagot ko. "B-but can you at least tell me what happened last night?"

"You were drunk as fuck," tumawa siya. "So, I drove you here since Mom and Dad's not here. And, I asked you if you could take off your clothes."

Parang tumigil ang paghinga ko. I would never do that if I wasn't drunk! I would never let myself do that! What the fuck. I'm overthinking already while listening to him.

"W-what did I say?" Nag-aalala kong tanong.

Kinakabahan na ako. Hindi ko maiwasan na mag-isip ng mga negatibo. Tangina. Bakit ba ko nagpakalasing kagabi? Hindi ko natatandaan kung anong sinagot ko.

"You said, 'sure'," nakangiti niyang sagot.

Napalunok ako.

"A-and I let you see everything?"

"I'm your boyfriend and yes, I saw your naked and hot body."

Tangina.

"Aden, you know how much conservative I am. You know how much I don't want to do that. Why did you take advantage of me being drunk?"

Kumalas ako sa yakap. Naiinis ako at nanginginig ang mga kamay ko. Why the hell did he do that to me.

"I was horny," kalmado niyang sagot at niyakap ako. "Well at least I managed to control myself to not make love with you."

Huminga ako nang malalim. Is he expecting that I will think positive kapag nalaman ko na hindi kami gumawa nun? That will not fucking change the fact that he took advantage of me!

"What did you do?" nanginginig kong tanong.

Kinuha niya ang phone niya. Nakaharap sa akin ito at may ipapakita. He opened his gallery at tumambad ang mga larawan ko.

"What the fuck."

I looked like I was having fun... seducing him. I looked like I enjoyed showing him my body. Who the hell are you? Tangina.