Three Shots || Jaden Hossler

16. I love you

WARNING: Sexual Content
(This sign ⚠️⚠️⚠️ will be at the beginning and at the end of the sexual part.)
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Rye's Point of View

"I probably should go, the boys are waiting for me in the car." I tell Joshua after helping him bring Hunter to his car. It's passed midnight and we just left the hospital building.

"Rye, but we need to talk. I'll drive you home."

"Joshua, go home, your baby is sick."

"At least listen what I have to say."

"Fine." I sigh.

"She came on to me, because before you and I started going out I used to hook up with her every once in a while so she's used to it. I swear to God since you and I started dating I haven't been with anyone else. That's not the kind of person I am and you know that." Joshua explains. "I don't want to lose you."

"I don't know." I mumble. "Let me think about it, okay? I just don't want to get played again."

"I would never do that to you." He says. "Tomorrow you have a competition and I don't want you stressed out baby." He pulls me into a hug after kissing my forehead.

"I'll see you tomorrow." I smile at him before giving him a peck and walking away to find Griffin's car.

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My dance competition was shit. The boys didn't come, Joshua was at rehearsal, my solo got third place and our group dance got fifth. It's all my fault, what happened yesterday is fucking me up. Having Jaden around messed with my head after Joshua's disappointment. I hate being in a situation where I have to chose who I want to be with but at the same time, one of them doesn't like me anymore which is Jaden. I should just stay with Joshua and stop worrying about Jaden, he only wants to be friends and he has made that pretty clear numerous of times.

I go home after the competition and no one was here. It's a Sunday, where the hell are the boys at?

Me: Where are you guys?

Bryce balls: oh hi do u know how much i love you we are at the beach you are so beautiful and I couldn't ask for a better bestfriend

Me: without me?

I appreciate the humor trying to distract me that they went without inviting me but I actually feel hurt.

What if they are sick of me and the drama? That's probably it. They probably want a break from me. They seem to be having fun in their instagram stories, Jaden is with a girl and so is Griffin. Who are these girls? I'm jealous. Jazz already took Bryce, I don't want Griffin to be taken from me also. I'll be stuck with Josh or Anthony who speaks three words in a conversation if you're lucky. And don't get me started with Jaden, I've been fine seeing him single but if he gets in a relationship I wouldn't know what to do, I know that's selfish because I've been kind of dating Joshua but Jaden doesn't care. I care.

Joshua: Can I see you later? I miss you babe. I hate having you being mad at me.

Me: Im not having a great day

Joshua: I'll make it better. I promise.

Joshua is so good with his words. He's not afraid of expressing his feelings and being cheesy.

Why do I have seconds thoughts on being with someone like him? Why do I want Jaden who doesn't like me? What is wrong with me?

I wish my mom was alive so I could tell her this and she would tell me how stupid I am. She never sugarcoated things or treated me sweetly. She'd say whatever came in her mind without a care in the world and if I dared to say I'm offended she'll say something even worse.