Top Model-(Satzu)

~sorry~

Tzuyu

All night Lisa wouldn't tell me what was going  in her head. She just stayed quiet, holding me close.
I didn't know what to think about everything. Sana was probably worried about me. She knows Lisa is bad and she knows I'd let her get to me. Lisa has. I'm here coaxing her so she won't cry all night.

"Lisa. I'm sorry for. Whatever I did to you" she turned her head to me. "You did nothing it's just me. I hate it"

"There's nothing wrong with you"

"Tzuyu I just kissed you when your in a relationship. That's not wrong?!" Her hand tightened on my thigh were it had been laying all night. "Not when your like this"

"What am I like. I don't even know my own emotions. Sana isn't in there kissing jihyo and I know it but I want so bad for it to be true"

I expected this. I know Lisa wants me "Lisa.."
"I don't know why you still talk to me"

"Jennie told me to watch you. You know I always keep my word" she nodded. "I know...Jennie. God when's the last time I've seen her." A tear fell down her cheek.

Maybe Jennie had something to do with this. "Do you miss her?"

"Of course I do she's my best friend. Now the only person I have is you. I just ruined it" I took her hand in mine. "No. You'll always have me but I'm with Sana."

"Sana...she is a nice girl. Your lucky to have her"
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Finally I was out of that closet.

"Sana"
I opened the door. Turns out jihyo had left. Sana was fast asleep hugging a pillow.

I walked over and sat next to her. Her body looked small and weak. I moved the hair out of her face. Her eyes were all puffy.

"Sana" she moved slightly grabbing the pillow tighter. I leaned down and whispered in her ear. "Sana I'm here~"

"Tzu.."

"I love you sana~ I'm sorry." Sanas arms suddenly grabbed me and pulled me to her side. I laughed when she started to kiss my back repeatedly. "Sana stop it"

"I missed you so much. Where were you?"

"With Lisa. I don't it to be like how it was today with Lisa. I've been forgetting about you"

"You have" my heart ached. How could I do that to Sana. "I brought you all this way and I'm ignoring you....I'm sorry sana"

"How can I spend more time with you?"

My phone started ringing. It was Irene. "Hello?"

"TZUYU BIG NEWS!!"

"What?"

"Gucci wants you as their top model. You'll travel the world. You'll get to go to every event. THIS IS AMAZING. The money will be incredible!!"

My heart dropped to the floor. A wave of anxiety overcame me. "When are we doing this?"

"Tomorrow the guy wants to see you for a practice shoot then we'll be on are way to America"

"America!?" To much was happening.

"Yes. Start packing—"

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