jailbirds, taejin

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kim taehyung;

close your eyes, stay still, relax your muscles and clear your mind, i recalled. when i was little, i would often read encyclopedias with my older brother. i remember reading a particular illustrative book on sleep. namjoon had read the instruction out to him. "hyung, this book is stupid. i can fall asleep as soon as i lie down. i don't need these instructions", i  laughed. namjoon smiled, "right. but maybe some day you won't be able to. then you can try this then, okay", namjoon spoke stroking the my hair. 

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 "the book is stupid. those instructions aren't clear enough. why can't i fall asleep", i grumbled. i wish namjoon hyung was here. he would run his hands through my hair and nestle me until i fell asleep. i close my eyes once again and my muscles relaxed. it was pretty easy to do that. the hard part is throwing all my thoughts in to the dustbin. as soon as i closed my eyes so many thoughts rushed over. i was able to disregard most of them but a particular image stayed. kim seokjin.

i pressed my lips together as soon as i heard seokjin wake up. was it morning already. i hope that it isn't. i really need to sleep. every sunday, we are permitted to meet our family. i don't want to be drowsy while i talk to namjoon. jimin meets me every sunday too, just like he promised. i want to tell him so much, i can't be exhausted. i take a deep breath and slowly drift away to a world of fantasy.

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"taehyung, wake up", a groggy voice spoke. my blanket was no longer over my body. a pair of large hands with long slender crooked fingers taped lightly over my chest making me laugh. i open my eyes to see the same boy as the one in my dream hovering over my face. i quickly sit up in my bed my hands close to my body my toes reaching out for my blanket. the brunette jumps way, "oh- now you are awake. you should have told me that tickling you can wake you up. it is so much easier that snuggling you or setting that loud alarm", he laughed loudly. i shrugged "don't tickle me next time okay, i am sensitive to touch" i say quickly jumping out of bed and getting ready for the day.

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author;

edited; well i am so sorry, if the chapters seem repetitive. i know it is annoying but just give me time. i don't know if i can promise you much yet. this book may just be a series of 'i don't know what i am doing but i think i like him'. i apologize for that. there is a plot though. and the little details are important. (not really, but let us just say they are, okay) but i get it, if you stop reading this, i wont be mad.

also if taehyung seems really shy sometimes and really bold the other times, it is because that is how his character is. he is just a teen, he is conflicted. sometimes he is confident, other times he isn't. seokjin's character although is more interesting and mature. he is calculated and always has reason for behaving in a certain way.

if you have theories about seokjin's past, you may comment. there haven't been any major (yes, there have been minor ones) hints dropped yet, i know but that shouldn't stop you from guessing.

that is it. bye bye and have a good day folks!