jailbirds, taejin

t h i r t y - s i x

kim taehyung;

i scan the common hall quickly, my eyes searching for the brunette. unable to find the boy, i settle in a corner with my food, my eyes fixated on the entrance. i gobble the food unconsciously while i restlessly wait for seokjin to arrive. what would i do. what would i say. what if he has given up on me. it doesn't mater, he does like me. if he read my diary, then what. what if i can't control myself from jumping on him and pulling him into a hug. the trail of my thoughts come to a halt when the familiar handsome boy walks inside the hall. the heat rises up to my cheeks and my expressions freezes into a weird nervous smile. seokjin's eyes travel across the room and finally settle on mine and he looks away. suddenly my smile disappears. why did he look away. i should talk to him. i approach the seokjin but he was already walking towards me. i tried to be as calm as possible. deep breaths. counting down from ten to one. but it didn't work. i was aggressively chewing my lower lip when seokjin whispered, "don't bite your lips so much. leave that to me", he remarked. i gobbled down the last portion of the food that was left on my plate as i stared at him, "i am sorry- what-". seokjin chuckled, "cherry lips-", he smirked referencing the description in my diary. my nose was red. "you read my diary",  i say simply. he nodded, "you read mine too", seokjin said softly. i nodded, "i wish i could kiss you right now", i murmured. seokjin tilted his head, "i wish i could too", he replied. i grab his hands and run my fingers over his palm, "i am sorry, i had no idea what you were going through-", i manage to speak. seokjin shook his head rapidly, "no- please. you were really the best. i was the one who was so confused and i hurt you so much."  i held his hand tighter, "just know that i will always be here with you, i won't leave. like a brother, friend or lover. i just want to be here with you", i speak through the tears. "i think you have been a brother and a friend for quite some time. i want to be with the romantic taehyung now", seokjin giggled through his own tears.

the time for breakfast was over. we both proceeded to our classes with a smile on our faces. we went through the classes together. a new sense of ease settled between us. we ate lunch together and then completed the rest of the classes. once we were done for the day, about to head to our separate rooms, seokjin's face fell. "taehyung-ah,  why don't you come back to the room. i really can't believe that i have to share the room jerk jeongmin", he spoke. i scrunched my nose, "i am sorry that you have to deal with that garbage. i don't think i can come back though. i may have told the warden that you snore to much and i can't deal with it. it won't make sense to say that i want to shift back" i speak quickly. seokjin pouts aggressively, "you told the warden what? how dare you kim taehyung. how could you defame me like that", he whined. i chuckled, "shut up poutty baby or else-". "-or else what?", seokjin challenged. "i'll shut you up like this-", i teased stealing a quick kiss. seokjin was a little surprised, he looked around to make sure no one saw that. "well, we could do more of that if you hadn't told the warden i snored", he teased and then headed to his room. 

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author;

well, here you go. i updated!!  well the comeback season has kept us all busy i think- , hopefully more frequent updates henceforth. who else is excited for the performance at vma's. 

listen to dynamite and stay happy!!