jailbirds, taejin

t h i r t y - t w o

kim taehyung;

i allow my body to take control over me as i press my lips over his large cherry lips. i lick his lips as i cherish the sweet and fresh cherry taste of his lips. i keep my eyes fixed on his hoping to capture every moment of this kiss. he closes his eyes and surrenders his plump fleshy lips to me. a little surprised, i continue to flavor him. blood rushes through my veins and my heartbeat rises. it is that moment that i am very aware of our bodies but completely oblivious to the world. i wrap my fingers around his neck to ease the kiss while he moved his hands to may waist, pulling me over his lap. i capture every blemish every mark on his face as we continue to kiss. seokjin begins biting on my lower, it is then i recall that the human body requires oxygen to survive. we pull away, naturally our lips parted and our breathing heavy.

"taehyung-ah. th-this-",seokjin rummages as though he doesn't know how to address the situation. i know that my our actions were impulsive.  i understand that he can be embarrassed or angry. i understand that this situation shouldn't have arose. "this shouldn't have happened. i know. i am sorry", i said jumping away as soon as i realized that i was still in his lap. although the scene was uncomfortable it was soothing in some way. i look away, unable to look at him without crying. this is perhaps the last time we would share such an intimate moment. if i already didn't ruin things between us now i definitely have. this time we are not back to square one but we are levels below that.  "i am sorry, taehyung. i don't think we should stay in the same room anymore. i should probably talk to the warden about this", seokjin spoke again. this is the least i should have expected. maybe, this is the best of us. i don't think i can be in the same room as him and stay sane both at the same time. "you are right. this shouldn't have happened. it isn't fair. i'll talk to the warden myself", i said walking away to the bathroom.

i allow my body to relax in the hot bath.  i should probably feel horrible. seokjin would be changing rooms just because of me. this probably was my last conversation with him but i actually feel relaxed. i feel stronger. i close my eyes and drown myself in the thoughts of seokjin's cherry lips.

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author;

taehyung's point of view. so you get to read the special moment twice. hope this double dose made up for the thirty chapter wait. was supposed to write this yesterday to celebrate epiphany and winter bear but my dumb brain forgot to put it up, lol-

anyway stay happy and healthy!!