jailbirds, taejin

t h i r t y - f o u r

kim seokjin;

i run my hands through my wet hair as i exit the bathroom. i frown at the unfamiliar scent of cigarettes settled in the room. the frown is immediately replaced by a scowl as soon as my eyes land on jeongmin. that brat. what is he doing here in my room. "hey you punk- why are you here. get out. where is taehyung. what have you done to him", i fuel up striding towards him to grab his collar. "woah pretty boy- relax", the taller boy muses gently lifting my hands from his collars and placing them away. "slow down, you really do not know how to treat your new room mate", he laughs humorlessly. a deep shade of red settles down on my pallor. "you piece of shit-", i curse and simply grab my pillow and walk to my bed. "and i thought that the pretty boy was an angel. i mean who does forgive their brothers assassin so easily," jeongmin snickered. blood gushed through my nerves and my heart pumped faster, "i am not your pretty boy and taehyung isn't an assassin" i growled at the much taller and broader boy. "then why did your little love story take a one-eighty. not that i am complaining" the boy completed with a wink. i was nonplussed. "what is it with you and how and why do you know so much", i asked. "you wouldn't want to know", he smirked.

i groaned in frustration as i put the light out and laid down, hoping to fall asleep, but it was impossible. i had slept enough through the day and my body wouldn't relax. thoughts sped through my brain as i tried to calm down. i shouldn't have asked taehyung to change rooms. now, i am not only miserable without him, i am also trapped with an actual asshole- i scramble for my diary on the side table. as soon as i grab hold of the notebook and a pen i turn the small lamp so i can write. i rummage through the pages to find a plain page to began writing on. the only blank page left was the last one. it is only then that i realized that this diary isn't mine. it is taehyung's.

confusion, panic, nervousness and fear take control over my body. i look around the room wishing that i would find my own diary although i was sure that i wouldn't find it. taehyung wouldn't leave without his diary unless he had mistaken mine for his. would he read my diary. would he read all that i have written. all that i have poured out. i look at my sweaty palms and concentrate on my heavy breathing. i should calm down. relax. it wouldn't matter if he read my thoughts. we aren't ever meeting each other again right.  

curiosity.  i turn through the pages of his diary. the first few were familiar because i had already read them.  the night was darker and colder. i grabbed a glass of water before i continued to read the diary. the book was filled with poetry and raw thoughts most of it inspired by my own actions. although every page in the diary was heart wrenching and helped me see taehyung in a new light. it was his most recent entry that melted my heart.

seokjinnie;

i have fallen in love with your laugh which is utterly contagious. with the crinkles below your eyes when you smile which makes me realize that imperfect is perfect. i am in love with those silly arguments that make me feel so frustrated and excited. i am in love with those small conversations which result into make me laugh long after we have had them. i love with the way you look into my eyes when we take car of the dogs, it make me feel unbelievably giddy. i am in love with the small touches that raise my hair and make my blood rise to my cheeks. i am incredible in love with you. your every touch. your red cherry lips. your soft golden brown hair that rests over your beautifully sculpted face. i have fallen in love with you. more than i will be able to express with words and perhaps even actions. i happy it is you. i am sad that it is me. perhaps we aren't a match. perhaps you will never be able to feel the same with me. but i can be happy as long as you feel the same way with someone else. because this feeling is absolutely euphoric. incredible. lovely. 

taehyungie :)

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author;

hey everyone!! we are on a roll. second update in less that twenty four hours!! who this new author?? i really was just excited to write this chapter. so i had it written down immediately. also because i was really overwhelmed by the response on the book, since most have you have stuck by till here i really wanted to have it out quickly. initially this book was only supposed to be twenty chapter but it really just stretched. we are nearing the end of second part and the third part would be here soon. don't worry we are almost done with the angst so prepare yourself for some cliche, cringe, (but still cute because it is taejin) moments!!

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love you all