jailbirds, taejin

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kim taehyung;

twenty three more days. i would be able to go back home in twenty three days. i should be happy. i would have been happier if i hadn't met seokjin. i can't believe i only have twenty three days more. twenty three days with the handsome boy. i wish i could admire him all day. but since i can't admire him all day i admire him all night. yes (but, shush. i am sure you would do the same if you knew him). i know it is creepy. no, i am not ashamed. 

on monday we switched our bunks so mine was above his. it took him three boxes of strawberries to convince me. i would have agreed without those strawberries but he doesn't know that. that night i stumbled out of my bed to grab a glass of water when i laid my eyes upon him. his face ethereal. since that day, every night i would climb down and watch his face glow under the moonlight. i frown as seokjin pulled the blanket over his head. no, i want to see him. i slowly pulled the blanket down and tugged it below his chin. the brunette immediately hit my hand, "taheyung, what are you doing. why are you awake" he whispered huskily. i close my eyes chewing my lower lip. "i just wanted to drink some water. i saw your face covered by the blanket. i thought it isn't good for your health so i just pulled it down", i managed to say. seokjin nodded, "thank you. i though you were some creep who stared at me at night for a while", seokjin chuckled. "would you mind", i asked. "what" he asked staring at the wall. "nothing", i shrugged climbing my bed. another close escape. 

i have been observing my surroundings more carefully after my conversation with namjoon hyung. i have a crush on seokjin. that is no surprise but i think he likes me too. sometimes i catch him looking at me with a sad smile. he would give me his share of sweets after dinner without me asking. maybe he has a crush on me too. i shrug closing my eyes slowly drifting asleep. 

the next day was just as boring the last four. although we had breakfast, then classes then lunch and then home work. the only thing exciting about friday was we could meet the dogs. i recall washing coco with seokjin. it was so nice. it was the first time i saw seokjin smile. one day i would introduce yeontan to seokjin. i am sure yeontan would like another dad. i have gotten way ahead of myself haven't i. i do hope that seokjin and i still keep in touch in the future. i hope i am not just a part of his ugly past that he wants to forget. i really hope not.

seokjin and i were playing with coco. seokjin clapped happily as coco bowed down to him as though he were greeting him. i chuckled and raised my hands quickly receiving an enthusiastic paw hit from coco. i stroked the dog and held my hands out in a circle allowing coco to jump through them. i laughed and snuggled the dog. seokjin whined, "yah, taehyung-ah. you don't allow me to play with coco. as soon as he sees you he loses all interest in me. "are you jealous", i ask kissing the dogs clean fur. "i am not jealous. why would i be jealous", he said, his nose turning red. he was jealous. but was he jealous of me or coco, i had yet to find out.

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author;

edited, i did end up doing a little time skip because it was difficult for me to write what they would do in their schoolish-days. but i didn't do a big one just four days. hope that is okay with you.  if you enjoy reading, please vote and comment. 

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