jailbirds, taejin

t w e l v e

kim taehyung;

today, i messed up. i messed up again. i asked him something i shouldn't have. he hates me more now.  i do this all the time. i stop writing and put the book away. i take the book and tear the page away. today, i did well. he told me a little more about himself. he may be more comfortable with me now. he certainly doesn't hate me. i close my eyes, my hands feeling the paper about to tear it but i was interrupted by a loud voice, "taehyung, is there something you need to say", the boy asked. i chew on my lower lip, "no- nothing." he nodded, "are you sure. you seem a little frustrated", he said carefully. "oh yes- i just wanted to say. i am always here for you okay-" i mumbled. i slap my mouth looking away. i did it again. is hould think seven times before speaking.  "thank you taehyung. i appreciate it", he replied.

"hey! since we have the rest of the day to ourselves maybe we could do something-" i ask. "what can we even do", he asked running his hands through his hair. "there are so many things we could try. can you write with your left hand" i asked. he shrugged, "no just with my right. can you", he asked. i nodded, "i can write with my left hand and my right hand too." i say with a smile. he nodded, "that is interesting. did you learn to write with your left hand to have fun", he asked picking a pen his left hand. i chuckled, "no, actually i was my left hand is dominant but i had to drop it because it isn't really encouraged", i explain. 

"but- i think you should try it. it isn't very hard. you just need to practice", i speak watching him move his hand in air. "okay. i will try", he said attempting to write his name on the note book. i jump by his side watching him write. the letters are slightly shaky but legible. "it isn't bad. it is quite good for the first attempt actually. i think you will be able to write quite well in three weeks" i encourage. he chuckled, "you are right. i should practice writing", he spoke picking a book from the book shelf. "wait- you don't have to copy down a paragraph. you could write your thoughts", i suggest. seokjin chuckled and placed the book back, "are you planning to turn me into yourself. are you", he mused. i shrugged, (perhaps not me but mine) "it is a good habit to write your thoughts."

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author;

edited, basically i just began to write with my left hand because i was bored. i have been practicing it for fifteen minutes everyday since last thursday.  i did improve. i can write just as well as my brother can with his right. that isn't too much because he can't write well but it is enough and since tae is ambidextrous, i just wrote this chapter.

anyway, love you all. have a good day!!