jailbirds, taejin

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kim taehyung;

hope. it urges us, day after day, to muster up the courage to live through it all and pray for things to become better. once you choose hope anything is possible. sunday is that hope. every sunday, a little conversation with our families, restores hope and faith in us. 

i patiently wait for my name to be announced. a smile settled on my face as soon as i hear my older brother's voice. "here to meet kim taehyung" he said politely. i hugged him, "i missed you", i whispered. he carefully rested his chin above my head, "i did too. seven days feel like seven months without you", he cooed. i pulled away, "is everything okay. mom and yeontan", i ask. he nodded, "everything is okay. they both miss you. everything good with you,. you look a little tired.", he asked sitting down. i nodded as i sat down. "it is okay. i just didn't sleep well last night", i shrug. "why. you never complained before. is it the new room mate. does he snore", namjoon inquired. "i am not sure and no, he doesn't snore" i say quickly. "elaborate, please", namjoon said leaning forward. "i don't know. i just keep thinking about him. i can not stop thinking about him. he is always there here", i said pointing at my head. namjoon chuckled, "you are so cute", he said scrunching his nose. i frowned, "hey. i need help okay." namjoon nodded, "i think you may have a crush on him", he shrugged. "a crush", i asked. he nodded before they were informed that their time was done. 

i met jimin next. "your hair looks amazing", i said playing with his pink hair. "twenty seven more days tae- you get out and i will personally dye your hair blue", jimin chuckled. we both talked about music and dance. soon he bid me good bye again.

taehyung returned to the seat. he wasn't sure what made his brother think that he had a crush on seokjin but his brother was very smart so he was probably right. seokjin stood up, "back to the room", he said. i raised my eyebrows, "you haven't even met your family yet", i state. "they aren't going to be here. i don't want to see them either", he said and began to walk. i quickly followed him. "why would your family not be here. why don't you want to meet them. you are still their kid" i protested. "because the only one who cared for me died. everyone else wants me dead" he spat. shivers ran down my spine. "i am sorry", i mumbled. 

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author;

edited, i am slowly revealing seokjin's past. a dead family member and everyone else hates him. what more do we have?

also the first few sentences of the chapter is about hope. i just wanted to introduce this concept because hope is so important right now. it is common to feel sad because of the atmosphere around us right now. i just want you to not loose hope. everything will be better. remember dumbledore's wise words, happiness can be found even in in the darkest of times, only if one remembers to turn on the light. if you need anyone to talk to, i am always here. 

also i have been reading hope by hobisilverspoon

if you want to read another book, do check it out!

bye bye. love you!