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08

Chapter Eight

Kumunot ang noo ko, bakit naman siya magme-message?

Pinatay ko muna ang cellphone ko. Humingang malalim. Pinikit ang mga mata.

Nagselos sa kaniya si Kesz.

But still, hindi niya kasalanan 'yun. At isa pa, masiyadong mababaw ang dahilan ni Kesz. Hindi dapat siya madamay.

Binuhay ko muli ang phone ko at binuksan ang message niya.

Napakunot muli ang noo ko.

It's a document.

Eto-na-nga.docx

Why the hell would she send me a document?

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"Don’t cry because it’s over, smile because it happened." –Dr. Seuss

There are times that someone leaves us.

It may be your favorite pet, a member of your family, or even your friend. Anyhow, their important to us.

They are the ones who make our bad days better, who make you smile amidst everything that's happening around you.

It's inevitable right? Hindi naman natin maiiwasan na may mga taong parte ng buhay natin na iiwan tayo.

Because that's life.

At s'yempre, hindi natin maiiwasang malungkot, umiyak, mag-isip.

Maging malungkot dahil iniwan nila tayo. Umiyak dahil nasasaktan tayo. At mag-isip kung bakit kailangan pang mangyari 'yun.

Pero ayos lang. Ayos lang na malungkot, masaktan, umiyak, at mag-isip kasi makakatulong ito sa'yo.

Makakatulong sa paraang hindi mo namamalayan, na nailalabas mo na pala ang sakit, na unti-unti nang yumayabong ang pagkatao mo.

Kaya't hindi ko din masasabing tama si Dr. Seuss.

His intention might be to help us become motivated and all, but we can't help to cry.

We can't just smile, because as long as we smile even if the pain is still there, our smiles wouldn't be warm.

It will just be fake smile, and never the sincere one.

It may give us a lesson, a memory, a remembrance of what you once had, but we can't smile on that point.

Kapag lumipas na ang sakit, saka na lang natin matututunan kung paano ulit ngumiti, saka na lang natin mare-realize ang lesson na ibinigay nito sa'tin.

Kaya sa mismong panahon na nasasaktan ka, nalulungkot ka, just cry. Let it flow. Don't ever restrain them from falling.

Because you're just a human, and you have feelings, therefore you can cry.

Pero hindi ko din sinasabing magmumok at umiyak ka na lang habang buhay.

My point here is just cry when you fell and get wounded, and then get up again.

Don't let yourself be on that situation again and again, because afterwards you'll learn on how to use that memory for you to be better.