Virgils POV
"Now, Virge, do you still want to tell me... whatever you wanted to talk about?"
Well... I mean, I do, but...
I just can't, not anymore.
"I'm.... I'm good, Roman." I'll talk to him about it later, I promise.
"Ok..." he said. Great, awkward silence time.
I walked out of the room fairly quickly, considering I always moved 'as slow as molasses'... well at least according to Patton... how does he even know what molasses is? I don't!
I went to my room, and put on my music, trying not think, but it failed.
Why didn't I tell him?! I screamed at myself, it was the best time, I was all ready... and then...
STUPID ANXIETY ATTACKS.
They always came at the worst times!
Unfortunately, after the attack, I had completely lost my nerve.
And now I was regretting it.
I fell asleep, still thinking about Roman, and then, I had a dream about him...
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"Hey, Ro." I greeted Roman, walking into his room.
"Hey, Virge," he greeted back, smiling.
I walked over to him, and kissed him, and he kissed me back.
My first kiss...
When we pulled away, panting, we were both smiling, and Roman wasn't surprised.
"What do you wanna do, Virge?" Roman asked.
"Well... there is something that I wanted to do for awhile..." I could feel the blush, even though I was dreaming.
I never want to wake up.
"Virgil..." Roman moaned.
"Virgil... Virgil, Virgil, VIRGIL!"
I woke up, slightly saddened, to find Patton standing above me.
"Hey kiddo, it's time for breakfast!"
"Ok, thanks Patton." I said, not even trying to fall back asleep, because Patton would wake me back up, and I never got the same dream twice.
Well, that's unfortunate.
I told Patton that I'd be there soon, and he left.
I grabbed my dream journal, writing down the dream with as much detail as possible, wishing to never forget about it.
As I walked into the kitchen, I tried to hide my blush, and ended up looking at the ground.
The only seat left, was of course, right next to Roman... why? (Well... the story has to go somewhere, Virge!)
Patton looked at me and smiled, obviously having planned where the last seat was.
"Thanks, Pat..." I muttered.
"No problemo, amigo!" Patton replied, not even trying to hide it. He has wayyyyyyyy too much energy 24/7.
"Huh?" Roman said. PATTON!!!!!
"Um..." Freak, Patton literally can't lie at all!
"Well... you see...." Great, now I had to lie... to Roman... to the love of my life...
Jeez, I swear I'm turning into Roman... funny much?
"Um... I was just thanking Patton for waking me up for breakfast..." I muttered to Roman.
"Oh, ok..." he said, but I could tell he didn't buy it completely.
We ate the pancakes fairly quickly, and Logan said that he and Patton didn't mind doing the dishes, and he gave me a look and I know why...
As Logan started the water, I muttered in his ear "I will either kill you for this one day, or be super thankful for you..." then ran to my room, ignoring Patton's very confused face.
I sat in my room, thinking about how to do it... and decided to do the riskiest thing, after a few hours of contemplation.
"Hey, Princey..." I said.
"Oh! You scared me, emo..." he replied.
"You're welcome." I smiled.
"So, what's up?" Well, here goes nothing.
I walked over to Roman, and kissed him on his cheek, then ran to my room, blushing the colour of Princeys sash.
I locked my door, not wanting anyone to come in, and just freaked out, curling myself into a ball, under my blanket, in the corner of my room.
"Knock, knock!" Roman said.
"Go away..." I muttered.
"Never." What?
"Did you just say..."
"I will never leave, Virge, until you let me in!" I blushed, remembering my dream.
"Fine..." I went and unlocked my door, then ran to my closet, closing the door soundlessly.
"Virge?" Sweet, he didn't know where I was.
"Virgil, I know you're in here." Roman said, and I could hear him closing the door. I had to put my hand over my mouth, to stop myself from laughing.
"Ok... hide-and-go-seek... you got this, Roman!" This was awesome, so I started recording it, keeping his hilarious comments for later.
"Under the bed... nope." This was turning out better than I ever expected.
After another 10 minutes of searching, (my room has lots of nooks and crannies) he finally looked in the closet.
"The most obvious spot, Virge? I thought you'd be in a corner!" Roman said as he opened the closet to see me hidden in the corner.
"Hey..." This won't end well.
"Virge... please don't tell me I was dreaming when you kissed me on the cheek!" Really? Well...
"No, you weren't... I'm sorry, Roman." I was ashamed of myself for choosing that one, now.
"No, Virge, you don't understand-" he was cut off, by Patton yelling 'lunch!'
I sighed. "We'd better go, Roman, otherwise... well, you know how Patton gets..." I got up, but Roman surprised me.
He kissed me, right on the mouth...
WHAT?!?!!?!!??!????
As I pulled away, blushing, he explained.
"Well... you see, I heard you say to Patton that you loved me, and..."
Frickin fracking...!
"Oh... well..." I got up, and moved around Princey, heading towards the kitchen.
He caught up to me when I was about halfway down the hallway, catching my hand.
"Princey...."
"Don't try that, Virge."
"Fine..."
We walked in, hand in hand, and I could see Patton face instantly look to our joined hands.
"Ooh!"
"Pat, wait, I have a feeling..." Logan calmed down his boyfriend.
I sighed. "We're not dating yet, Pat!"
"Ooh..." Sad Patton can make anyone sad.
"We both admitted we have feelings for each other, if that works, Pat..." Roman said.
"Actually, he didn't admit his feelings to me... he kissed me..." I muttered.
"You kissed me, too, emo."
"Ok, we get it, you guys don't like labels!" Logan said.
"Aw, but labels are cute!" Patton argued.
"Guys, guys... we're not dating... we just... both like each other more than friends do, and we know it... and, fine..." I said.
"Huh?" Roman said, "we're dating, Virge?" He looks excited.
"Well, yeah, sorta..." I said, "but if you're not up for it, I'm fine!"
"Virgil, I would love that!"
"Really?" I asked, surprised, but happy.
"Yeah, of course!" Roman said.
"Now, why don't we eat, before it gets cold?" Patton suggested, but I could see the excitement in his eyes.
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All I Ever Wanted (DISCONTINUED)
Hayran Kurgu"I only ever wanted you..." I muttered, almost as if I didn't want him to hear. "Are you serious?" he asked. "I've never been more serious in my life..."
