Unless you beg (yoongi ff)

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Day 8

I came in one last time. The last day of his admission in the hospital. Jin and Hoseok were the only ones there. Waiting outside the door as always when I walked in.

"Hey." I said just like I did everyday. He scrolled through his phone which was different since every other day he was on his computer looking at some files.

"Are you hungry? I bought some food since I know you hate hospital food." He ignored me and I sat on the chair placed neatly towards him. The seat was a bit warm so I knew someone was sitting here before I came.

"Did someone come here to visit?" He smirked.

"My new side chick." He said. I rolled my eyes.

"Anyway... I think I've told you everything about us. So today I bought some photos... even if you can't remember I don't mind making new memories." I neatly placed the photos I had taped together on his lap. He looked at it with pity.

"I told you. I don't like you- In fact I hate you. You disgust me." I nodded.

"I'll wait... till you learn to love again."

"And what if I don't love you." I smiled.

"I don't want to think negatively." He groaned.

"You're a B&tch! I fricken hate you so much. You give me a headache and make me feel like I'm stupid. Your manipulative and coniving!" He threw the photos and his head started to hurt. My eyes widened and I nodded a bit worried.

"I don't care what you think now. I will continue to you remember." He shook his head frustrated and I grabbed my phone.

"9th of march 1993." He looked at me.

"It's your real birthday but you tell people that it's on January because that's when you lost your parents and was reborn. You actual name is August which is random because you were born in March... but it's named after the day your dad was born. You can't eat black bean noodles without pickled radish and you hate straws that bend. They must be straight."

"I get it okay. You knew me-"

"I KNOW YOU. Not knew..." He nodded.

"But I don't know a single thing about you. So Let's just forget for our sakes." He turned over showing me his back.

"I will continue to show up in front of you. Till you remember. Okay?" I stood up and took a deep breath in and out.

"Tomorrow... I know it's an important day for you... I remember you saying something about a family or gang reunion in Korea. I'm sorry I can't support you... I have my own business to attend to..." I left the room and sighed. The sun hit my eyes and made me squint. I made it to my room and smiled.

"Hey guys!" I said welcoming Jungkook and Lei who were kissing on the kitchen bench. They turned red and I nodded.

"Can we talk?"

"Can we talk late-"

"OF COURSE!" Lei said interuptting Jungkook. I giggled at his sudden need for her. I smiled as they sat on the couch. I placed my stuff down and sat down too.

"I'm... grateful for you both. Everything you've done. I want to firstly say Thank you." They smiled and Jungkook shook his head.

"It's what family should do." He answered. I smiled.

"I'm fine now... Yoongi is... slowly opening up. He didn't give me the middle fingers today... but anyway I'm feeling better and I want to work on myself and work. Maybe find something to do myself whilst keeping this place open..." Lei hugged me tightly.

"I'm so happy for you Y/n!" I giggled then sighed.

"But I can't do that... with you two here." Lei looked at me shocked.

"What are suggesting?" Lei asked. I smiled.

"If I had come in a little later can you promise me I wouldn't have seen you both naked making out!?" Jungkook chuckled and Lei blushed.

"Look... Lei you should move in to one of the apartments here with Jungkook... you can't move into the mansion when Yoongi will see you that looks like me." Lei nodded seriously.

"I don't want to live here for free."

"It's what family should do..." I repeated. Jungkook chuckled.

"Since when did you pay y/n for staying here!?" Lei hit Jungkook and I smiled.

"I won't be here for the rest of the day... but I need tomorrow to myself... you know why." Lei nodded.

"We will go on a LONG date tomorrow. Don't worry." I smiled and stood up.

"I guess I'll start now... see you guys." I said grabbing my small bag and left. I walked slowly to the shops and noticed some flowers. I smiled and bought them. I continued walking along way across the bridge... slowly up the mountain... and into a small village with vast trees. I sat down and placed the flowers softly down on the dirt as I closed my eyes smelling the air.

"Hey Grandma." I said. This was my old house where my grandmother use to live with me before she died. I started dusting and cleaning the old wooden house.

"Sorry yoongi couldn't help this year... you probably know what he's going through right." I smiled as I wiped the photo of us together. My tears started to water.

"I remember when we use to pick flowers... and you to teach me about herbs that heal... I've forgotten everything if I'm being honest..." I giggled to myself walking around. I looked at the time.

"I better go before I get lost at dark. I love you." I said kissing the glass frame that held her photo. Strangely the house still smelt like her homemade soaps. I smiled before leaving and walking the long way home. I grabbed Soju bottle on the way and started drinking it.

*DING* I looked at my phone.

NamJoon

Yoongi wanted to see you so I dropped you off to his.

I smiled a bit excited as I sped walk to my house. I walked a bit drowsy and dizzy. Probably the drinks. I needed to sober up before I met him. I stood near an alley at a wall and leaned on it breathing in the air slowly trying to collect myself.

"OI!" I looked and saw Yoongi speed walking to me. I stood up quickly.

"Yoongi!" He reached be and tightly grabbed my wrist pulling me in the alley.

"Did you f#cken tell someone of the meeting tomorrow!?" I shook my head a bit confused. His grip hurting me more.

"N-no why-" He pinned one of my arms to the wall tightly hitting it.

"DON'T FRICKEN LIE TO ME!" I watched as he lifted his hand slowly and I closed my eyes shut.