𝘴𝘰 𝘧𝘢𝘳 𝘢𝘸𝘢𝘺 » 𝘻𝘢𝘳𝘳𝘺 (𝘥𝘪𝘴𝘤𝘰𝘯𝘵𝘪𝘯𝘶𝘦𝘥)

sixty three

zainjm
i don't know who you think you're fooling , but you need to back off .

zendaya
what?

zainjm
don't act stupid , i know the reason you're trying to talk to harry and make him believe you're his friend . cut the act .

zendaya
zain, it's not like that, i actually do want to be friends with him.

zainjm
and you also are playing puppet to gigi , so i don't trust you .

zendaya
i have no intention to hurt harry.

zainjm
stop lying you're helping gigi carry out her little schemes , and i'm getting really sick of it . you and her both need to move tf on .

zendaya
how can i move on when there's still so many unanswered questions and so many unresolved issues?

zainjm
all issues don't need to or can be fixed , and frankly i dont care enough to fix anything . i am happy now

zendaya
i'm glad that you're happy, but does shutting people who used to be the closest to you out of your life have to play a factor in your happiness? why can't things be worked out?

zainjm
cutting people out of my life was part of the healing process , so yes it does play a factor in my happiness , and if you can't accept that then idk what to tell you .

zendaya
i hate that it has to be this way zain.

zainjm
well guess what ? i love the way things are now . wanna know why ?

zainjm
because i'm not strung out on drugs everyday , partying all night until i've passed out and can't remember a fucking thing from the night before . just to do it all over again the next day . feeling sick all the time , having to be hospitalized more times than i can count of on my both my hands . feeling like i'm on the brink of death every day but too far gone to even care anymore .

zainjm
so yeah , i like how things are now because i'm fucking better , i'm happier . and if you can't accept that then you can just fuck off

zendaya
zain.. i am happy that you're better.. i just wish that i could be apart of your happiness. 😕

zainjm
well you're not , and you never will be because guess what ? you told me to make a choice and when you didn't get your way , you left me . you left me when i needed you the most

zainjm
you really think i'm just gonna forget about everything and be best friends with you again ? when you turned your fucking back on me when all i needed was support ? for someone to care about me ? the true colors in everyone started to show when i was at my lowest and in the end i knew exactly who my real friends were and guess who wasn't there ?

zainjm
YOU. you weren't there .

zendaya
i'm sorry i wasn't there for you, i made bad judgement but i don't want you to hate me forever for it.

zendaya
can i fix it? please tell me if there's anything i can do to make it better.

zainjm
build a time machine

zendaya
zain please.

zainjm
go back to the time where i was literally lying on my death bed hanging onto life by a thread from an overdose and there was nothing that anyone could do but sit there and watch the life almost drain from my eyes and beg for the doctors to save me

zendaya
zain..

zainjm
if you can't do that , then there's nothing else you can do to make up for anything you've done

zainjm
so let me make this clear right now , stay the fuck away from me because we'll never be friends again and stay the fuck away from harry because he's done nothing wrong and he has nothing to do with anything . he does not deserve to be harassed and if you really care about me , you will do as i say and back off .

zendaya
okay..

zainjm
have a nice life

☪️

phew i dunno how to feel about this chapter. but i figure it was time to reveal a little more about zayn . we're on fucking chapter sixty three for god sake and there's still so much more to reveal 😂😂😂 so there ya go .

zain snapped 👀👀💀. what do you think?

any predictions?

xx