Supernatural imagines: So, Get This...

Dean's Ex

Running into your ex, Dean, and he tries to get back with you

(1013 Words)

I smiled as I passed an aquantance, I sighed once they were far enough away. I'm sick of pretending to be okay. I walked around with an unhappy face, I hate this, it's all the same. The same shifts, the same food every week, the same town, the same house and last but not least, the same manipulative boyfriend. No one knows what he is like but me. He doesn't let me see my friends without him, he doesn't even let me have people over to my apartment. He's controlling and I hate it. I miss the old me, the me that would dissapear for weeks on end, the me that would have flings and meet new people everyday. I didn't have a 9-5 job which was driving me crazy. I was always on a new adventure. I've tried breaking up with him but he always crys and makes me feel guilty. I've lost count of how many times he's said that he wouldn't live without me, lterally.

I sighed as I rounded the corner to enter the next aisle, I was barely paying attention until my eyes played tricks on me. I blinked quickly and looked over confused. It can't be real. Can it?

I turned away, a part of me hoping it was real but another dreading it. I thought I saw Dean Winchester. The love of my life who I stupidly left. God, I was an idiot for thinking that there was better out there. I decided to pick up a product and start reading it as I tried listening to hear if it was him. As soon as I heard the footsteps taken by boots I knew it was real. He's here. I don't want him to see me like this, not like I look bad today or anything but if I told him what my life was like now he'd think I was a completely different person. Well, I am.

I always thought he was the one that got away and as he stands here in front of me now I know for sure he is. He is even more handsome than I imagined he could ever be. His eyes were just as bright as they were when he looked into mine lovingly. He is and forever will be my true love and the one that got away. I snapped out of my daze as I noticed him walking in my directon. I can't handle this.

I walked through the aisles acting natural but in a hurried pace. I would rather die than have to tell Dean about my shitty li— I was knocked back a few steps as I bumped into someone. I looked up slightly to see Dean looking at me confused. Of course, it had to be Dean! I internally screamed.
"Y/N?" He asked so I faked a smile. "It is you," He exclaimed before excitedly picking me up and spinning me around. I couldn't help but smile, it soon faded as I noticed a few eyes on me. Soon enough Dean put me down, smiling at me widely. "What are you doing here?" He asked excitedly. Ugh, here it comes.
"I live here," I shrugged but Dean looked at me confused.
"How long are you here for? We should go and get a drink," He replied cooly but I winced slightly. My boyfriend wouldn't let me.
"Well, I live here permidently." I shrugged but he chuckled thinking I was joking. Once he realized that I was being serious he stopped laughed.
"Well, we should go for a drink," He added so I winced slightly, he looked at me slightly confused so I walked around him to continued shop. He followed behind closely.
"I don't think that's a good idea," I tried but he continued to follow me looking confused. "I have a boyfriend," I winced slightly at the thought. God I wish I didn't have a boyfriend. He caught my arm so I was finally facing him and standing still. He looked hurt but nodded.

"We can still have a drink, I want you back but I'm not going to steal you," He explained and I melted. He wants me back?
"I just can't," I tried but Dean chuckled smugly like he knew a secret. To be honest, at one point Dean knew all my secrets.
"That's bullshit, you don't trust yourself around me, you know that if we were alone in a room together you'd want to be with me" He eplained in a slightly raised tone. I noticed a few people looking over the aisles at us and doubt set in. My boyfriend is going to hear about this from someone. I grabbed Dean's arm forcefully so he knew I was serious.
"I can trust myself around you I just can't trust that we would like each other now. Even if you haven't changed, I have. There is nohing either of us can do about it. I have a boyfriend and I'm not going to ruin someone's life on a 'maybe' that we'd work," I spoke through gritted teeth. I wasn't completely lying, I was just changing the truth.
"Ruin someone's life?" He questioned confused but seemed to have taken the hint to talk in hushed tones.
"You may be okay with doing whatever you like no matter how it effects others but I can't, so if you'll excuse me." I stated before passing him and heading straight for the cashier. I decided not to look back at Dean, he would know that I was hurting if I did it. I'm afraid, Dean knows me better than I know myself. If I turn to look at him he will know that I didn't mean a word of it, he would take that as his only evidence he needs to try and save me.

That's the great thing about Dean, he always wants to save people but he doesn't know that some people can't be saved.