𝐚𝐧𝐝𝐲'𝐬 𝐦𝐞𝐦𝐞𝐧𝐭𝐨: 𝟗 | 𝐚𝐧𝐝𝐲𝐬𝐜𝐫𝐢𝐛𝐬

❝ buzzed boyz ❞

  i'm down at the lake, and i got to see jason!! for the first time in months now!!

  we got all caught up. talked about school, some teachers, and he asked about casey (since i told him we were dating).

  we drove around on a golf cart for a bit. i told him i've been playing the kalimba. we dropped off my sister back at his lake house and decided to go back inside and steal some adult juice. since i'm older, i was gonna make the decision, and i agreed (i wanted to drink and was gonna ask him anyway haha).

  we both feel like we're responsible enough to handle it. we drove down to a pond since we saw a lot of frogs as we were looping around the neighborhood. i got really excited, but we never caught a frog. we found one that was ran over in the middle of the road :( jason told me to look away.

  we drank a truly each. wasn't fond of the orange flavor. sat by a pond and just talked for awhile about his situation with his ex and a couple friends of his. i talked a bit about casey. jason told me how he shadowed casey before his freshman year and thought he got off the wrong foot by making a joke that casey has a girl name.

  jason told me he could tell when i was buzzed. i think i've found the obvious point for myself. my face gets warm, and i don't think. my brain is more at peace.

  if you don't know, i have adhd. my thoughts are constantly on hyperdrive, so ik when i'm thinking at a regular pace that i'm buzzed at least. it feels nice to not have to think so much. my voice also changes too.

  ended up having to piss so badly that we just went back to his lake house and snuck the other drinks upstairs. our plan was to watch the 3rd austin powers movie, but it took us awhile since we both got caught up trying to text casey.

  casey's messages were going through, but all of mine weren't, or would send really late. i asked jason what his wifi password was, and he was like, "oh, we don't have wifi here. we have to use data." he found a spot in the bathroom where he had good connection though, and there were some times where my messages were sending (although delayed).

  i didn't want casey worrying about me since he wasn't getting any of my texts, so i tried to reassure him while i could.

  we tried vodka. the shit's strong. thought i'd like it, but i think it's a bit too much for me. tried corona. it was much better than the vodka and truly, but once it got warm, it tasted bad.

  i kept pointing out how austin powers looks like casey ahaha.

  we talked during what we got to watch, so we agreed to having to watch it again some other time.