Erin's POV
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That was the hardest thing I've ever had to do, burying one of my best friends. After she had been shot, she didn't deserve to die like that. Out of all people, Jc was the one who shot her, I felt so betrayed. The boys started to grow on me, I never thought they'd hurt one of us that badly. I was wrong.
I felt like a part of me had been torn, shredded even. It was not a pleasant feeling. My deepening thoughts were brought to an end when I heard the front door open quietly, "Riley?" Paisley's voice broke the endless silence. I closed my eyes and leaned back on the couch, "Not exactly." My eyes bolted open and my head shot towards the door. There stood Kian, I'm assuming the other boys were outside, hell they never go anywhere without one another. My own heart raced, thinking that possibly Sam could be outside? "Kian?.." She stood, turning to face him. Something I didn't expect, she ran into his arms. Kissing him with all she had, I thought dating was against her rules?! What the fuck?! I sign, letting them have their moment. "What are you doing here?" She asked, "I told you guys to go.." Her voice trailed off. "I wasn't finished with you, nor do I want to be." He kissed her once more sending redness to her cheeks. "Please let us stay?" He asked, pleadingly staring into her eyes. A childish grin on his face, she looked away thinking about it. Frustration grew on her face, then a smile, "You know what. Fine." Even I was shocked, I mean she gave in so willingly. Realization hit me, "Wait, we?" I repeated, "haha.. Sorta.." A few more bodies entered the house. Sending a shock of emotion through out my body. Paisley and Kian pretty much started sucking faces so I left the room, making me way upstairs. I fell back onto my bed, closing my eyes. I was sure he was going to be here but, I didn't see him. I thought all the boys were never seperated? I sighed, and groaned out of frustration. "I thought you would be there." I mumble, talking to myself. I start to doze off when I feel warm breath on my face, I frown. Opening my eyes I see Sam hovering over me, a smirk plastered upon his lips. I nearly screamed, "Holy fuck you scared the living shit out of me, oh my god Sam." His smirk stays as he places his lips to mine. I don't pull away. I kiss back. "I thought you weren't there.." I tell him as I pull away, "And why would I not be there?" He responds.
A grin creeps on my lips, "I don't know, but I'm glad you're here." I tell him, smiling like a fool. He kisses me again, sending chills down my spine. The kiss goes from cute, to well.. Pretty heated. His hand starts to snake up my shirt, that's when I move away. He looks confused, I guess I sorta led him on with that one. Sure, I'll kiss him and all, no doubt but, I'm not about to have him searching me up and down. I'm not exactly comfortable with my body, I don't particularly want him seeing or touching any part of me. "I'm sorry.." I whisper, feeling bad about leading him on like that. "Its ok, how come you moved away though?.." He questions, curiosity noticeable. "Just not comfortable with all this..." I point my hand towards my entire body pretty much. Trying to get the point across, "Oh.. I see.. Well, your perfect just the way you are. Its ok if you're not ready." He explains sweetly, I smile and hug him. "Thank you, and I really am sorry. Maybe one day." I tell him, winking in the process. He raises an eyebrow, "Ok, now your just being a tease." I laugh a bit, "oops." I state.
He looks at me, a devilish grin growing. "Sam? Whatcha... Doing?" I ask, as he inches closer. "Your gonna pay for being such a tease.." With one quick move he brings his hands to my sides and begins to tickle me. I squirm around, laughing like an idiot, "S-sam, stop. Stop!" I can't control my laughter, "What's the magic word?" He smirks, "Please, Sam please!" I beg, he finally stops and I catch my breath, a small giggle escaped my lips. "Next time you're being a tease, I'll do worse." He smirks and winks at me. Ohmygod. "And what's that supposed to mean?" I ask, he shrugs his shoulders, "you want to find out so bad, tease me like that and you will."
"I promise I won't.." I laugh a bit, not wanting to know what he meant. He grabs my hand, intertwining our fingers together. "Paisley's even letting Jc stay you know." My face drops, along with my heart. My mood went from happy to furious with in a matter of seconds. "What." I hiss, "Babe, don't be mad.. Its ok.. He promises not to go near any of you girls.. You're safe.. I promise." He reassures me, my heart fluttered when he called me 'babe'. "Besides, you got me to protect you." He smiels widely, I can't help but smile as well. "I suppose I do have you." I bring my lips to his, smiling along. "Is this another tease?" He speaks in between out kiss. "You said no teasing, I'm not, I'm just kissing you." I grin. He never said I couldn't kiss him!
He nibbles at my bottom lip a bit, asking for entrance. Instead of deny I let him him, "I don't want this to go too far.." I tell him before returning to the kiss, "Don't be so afraid.. I will not judge you.." He assures me, my heart beats faster as his hands roam my sides. I didn't know what to do. "GET SOME SAM." I hear someone shout from the doorway, Sam groans and gets off of me, turning to pay attention to the person standing into he doorway. It was Trevor, "Dude, really?" Sam conplains, "Haha yup." Trev answers, a laugh escaping his mouth. Little bitch :'), kinda glad he stopped Sam though. I don't know if I would've been able to hand what was about to happen, I don't think I'm really ready.
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