Scared By Twilight

C~11: Pack Of Wolves Or Family

Pretty soon Bella started to come over, Jacob hit it off.

Paul and Embry started following Paul around they don't visit anymore.

It kinda feels like everyone's forgotten about me.

I hear a knock on my door and turn over in my bed "Go away!"

"No," says a voice opening the door, I look up to see it's Emily. Groaning I turn my head back over, she sits on the edge of my bed "This started in September." she states. I force my head into my pillow "So?"

"Eva...it's March! You have wasted half your Senior year in this room...is it because of Jasper."

"Everythings because of Jasper."

"Because he left? Bella's been fixing up bikes with Jacob for a month-"

"Jacob said Bella crashed-"

"The point is she's moved on and she was even dating Edward...Eve what did Jasper do to you, I know there's more than just leaving," says Emily. I look over at her and sit up, I didn't feel like this anymore.

"He told me there was never an us, just a me, and then he said I hate you." I explain, Emily holds a hand to her mouth and pulls me over to her giving me a big hug "I bet it felt good to tell someone."

I nod my voice cracking "Yeah."

"E, if that's what you're stuck on you have to move past it, it's not good for you, it's not good for any of us."

"I thought you all moved on."

"No, we all love and worry so much. We miss your music, your smile-"

Emily is cut off by a knock on the door, we turn to see Bella standing there. Emily smiles and leaves while Bella walks over and hugs me "I heard what happened, you had it worse then I did."

"You don't have to say that to make me feel better," I say. She takes my hands "No but I did come by to see Jacob. Have you seen your brother lately?" she asks worried, I roll my eyes "You think I've left this room lately."

Bella pulls back the curtain where I see a shirt Jacob walking off in the rain, and his hair was cut, plus he had a tattoo? WHEN DID THIS HAPPEN? HOW LONG HAVE I BEEN CODDLED UP IN HERE!!!!

"GOD CHRIST!!!" I shout and for the first time in forever leave my room and head outside, Bella behind me "JACOB!!!" I shout, the boys were shocked and Jacob looks back at me. He shakes his head and runs off into the forest with them as the rain stops.

Bella puts a hand on my shoulder "I wanted to ask if you knew where the field was?"

"Lilac field? Of course, I know where it is." I state. Bella nods and begins to drag me away "Could you take me there, I want to get closer to Edward." she says as we walk into the forest. Closer to Edward? I turn back to her as we walk "I thought you were over him."

Bella shakes her head "You crazy, I've been seeing him, visions. I want to see him again-"

She's cut off by the sight before her, Lilac Field is cold, gloomy, cloudy. And on her face, I could tell she was disappointed. Bella sinks to her knees. Tears threatening. I walk over and help her up "At least you see him." I state, just then we hear a rustling noise as we walk in.

Turning around I see Laurent!

Why is he here? 

Actually I was kind of glad, proof that the Cullens really existed and it wasn't just a dream.

"I must admit, I didn't expect to find you here," he states as his greeting beginning to stroll in a slow arc around us, his eyes assessing us "I went to visit the Cullens, but their house is empty. I'm surprised they left you both behind. Weren't you sort of pets of theirs?"