40' complicated?¿

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(a/n: this is gonna be a little bit long, be prepared 👁👄👁)

I saw Mattia, leaning forward and looking to the floor. His hands crossed on his legs. His feet were shaking. I could see that he is nervous.
I walked up to him and sat down.
I kissed him on his cheek.

"Is there something you wanna tell me?", I said with a calming voice while he rubbed his hands.

He sniffed. He was not crying. But his eyes got watery and red.

"Mattia?"
"Why are you sad?"

He sniffed again.
He was trying to talk but he couldn't.
I could feel the knot feeling he felt right now.

"Why?", he said.
"Why did you do this?"

"What did I do?", I said.

"You and this b-"

He took a deep breath.
I understood what was going on.

"Mattia", I said.

I looked at his face. He was still staring at the floor.

I cupped his face in my hands.
I stared in his eyes.

"It's not what you think", I said.

"And what's with what I saw?", he said.

His cheeks were chubby because I was cupping them. He looked so cute.

"It's not what you saw either", I said.

A tear escaped from his right eye.

"I love you. And ONLY you."
"Don't you ever think I would love someone else"

I kissed him. On his lips. He is like a little baby🥺💜.

I jumped on him, causing him to lay down the couch. I was sitting on him and kissing him.

 I was sitting on him and kissing him

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I stopped kissing.
Now, our foreheads were touching.
Boths eyes were closed.
I could feel him smiling.
He sniffed.

"I love you Mattia."
"You have the place in my heart that no one could ever have."
"You're mine and only mine. All rights reserved.", I said.

He smiled even more.
Even boys need attention.
I'm trying my best to give him the attention he wants.

I kissed him on his nose tip and he giggled.

"If you'll ever think that I would cheat on you, I will beat your ass."

He laughed.

We stood up and sat down.
He was wiping his tears off.

"You said to me that you gonna take some time for yourself. When I was with the boys near by you they said that they think that you cheated on me. I didn't believe"
"The boys started to cheer me up with 'You deserve better' and other shit, but I did not believe...until they came and showed me a picture", he said.

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